And she finally gave up; she dropped the fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself, I can't do this anymore. you think you want to die but in reality, you only want to be saved I agree your friends should always come first, but real friends would never make you choose. the thing that bothers her is when people walk into her life & she knows they can't stay we're all looking for something to take away the pain everybody knows that something's wrong but nobody knows what's going on. The weak are cruel. The strong have no need to be. I guess you can say I've changed, but you never knew me in the first place Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it. life is full of years that mean nothing and moments that mean everything He knew he made a mistake, you could see it in his face every time she walked into the room, he wished he wouldn't of done that to her. Maybe it's not about worrying what's down the road or where we will end up. maybe it's enjoying where you are right now The hardest part of love, isn't loving someone, but having the courage to let them love you back. so as my world comes crashing down, promise me you'll be there to make me smile

So i said that i was done with xanga but idk im bored.Im completely missing having someone love me sooo much and loving them sooo much back.i was just thinking and looking at my past entries and comments and just missing the feeling of being in love with somone and them loving me back.i guess im just a lil depressed bc i dont think im going to find something like that again.if youve been in love and then they hurt you A LOT then you know how it feels. if you havent then dont think that im being stupid or w/e. okay?

 

One day you're going to want that girl.
That girl that knew she wasn't perfect,
but tried to be perfect for you.
The girl that believed the scraps of you
she was given were worth it, because
Something was better than nothing.
That girl who wanted nothing more than
to be there for you, and loving you was
the only way she could. The girl who
sees your flaws, but values them as
much as your strengths. That girl who
still can't bring herself to hate you, even
though sometimes you probably deserve it.
That girl who saw past your pretty eyes,
and treasured parts of you that no one
else has ever appreciated. The girl
who realizes she may never have your heart,
but will carry the image of you in hers forever.
The girl that sees this and still loves you.
The girl that should have you, but doesn't...
even though she deserves it.
^^i really, really  like that and i stole it from rose!

so this is when we finally learn the real meaning
of change. you do the things you used to be against,
you befriend the people you used to hate. you'll
learn what it's like to have your heart broken,
to lose a friend that truly meant something to you,
and to feel as if everything is really falling apart.
Maybe this is just what growing up is.

the one who loves least controls the relationship.

and sometimes, someone can mean so much
to you, not even the truth can change your mind.

 

I'M DONE WITH XANGA!

1.) German 1//Randall
2.)Study Hall//Bova
3.)Modern world history//White
4.)Algebra 1//Daugherty
5.)English 1//Watkins
6.)Lunch
7.)Biology 1//Sutton
8.)Technical Foundations//Farthing

Like the new picture. its a little scary looking but my gay laptop wont let me upload any other pictures! i have been doing all sorts of things with all sorts of friends! Speding time with the family and stuff before i go back to school.Im too lazy to tell you all about what ive been doing and the plans i have for the rest of the summer! =]

SINGLE <3