| Alright, so I'm starting this up again. I am going to write in it everyday, even if no one does read it, it is for my benefit. Schools almost out, 4 weeks left. I'm way overly excited, why? Because I'm sick of being blamed for stuff and causing friendships to end. It is all a big whole bunch of bullshit, and I am done with dealing with it. So I guess the main reason for school now, is to focus on my studies, which I find very complicated concidering I've always been up and ready for school to see my friends.
I miss the old days, way old days, in 7th grade. I wish I could go back so bad. There were zero problems back then. Not even with my boyfriend, and to tell the truth, I actually liked it when my parents didn't know about him. Everythings changed so much. Nobodys best friends anymore, people who are in my life, I wish weren't. I know a whole bunch of complaining is going down, but I really needed a place to vent, and I guess I can call this my private xanga now, even though its totally public, but like I said earlier, who uses xanga? Everyones all about myspace, which is by the way waay overrated. Like, really, give me a break.
But as for today, theres been many tears, too many to count, so hopefully tomorrows better. I have some homework I need to do, but I probably won't start that till late. Trace called me and explained herself, and so me and her are okay, and I love her for calling me, that really shows she cares, but as for the rest of my friends, I don't even know what to say, I'm disguisted. I guess I'll leave things at that, I'll write tomorrow.
<3 Ps- Thank you Mike, for being here for me. You mean the world to me, and I will always love you no matter what. |
