So another week is coming to an end, another paycheck is deposited. How sad it is when you wait up until 12am of the weekend you get paid, just so you can pay your bills online that have been neglected for a few days until you had to money in the bank. Yeah, that's military life for you. :o)

Tonight my mom, sister, neice and I went to dinner and a movie. Which is was a very good girls night out. We went to the Macoroni Grill (which was the first time I've been there) and the food was oh so yummy. I had to take half my plate home, of course, but so good. Then we went to see The Holiday. And oh my gosh that is an awesome movie! I highly recommend it for those people who love a good chick flick. I am definitely buying the movie when it comes out.

During the movie I got interupted twice (and plus text messages) with a phone call from my lovely hubby. *grins* I love it when he gets to call me, even when it's just for a couple questions. I love him so much. He's an awesome hubby. :o)

Oh, and I found out Verizon charges you mega bucks for those SMS messages (messages you send from IM to a cell). For some reason I thought those were included in your text messages...but I guess not. Lets just say I wasn't happy when I got the phone bill today. The price of having your hubby in a different country. lol Oh well...I just love talking to him.

Is there any special package thing that Verizon has that I can get a certain amount and/or unlimited SMS messaging? Or technically on the bill it's "premium messaging". If anyone knows, I'd love to find out.

I feel like I'm always complaining about something. Even though people tell me all the time I am doing well and being a trooper through all this. I guess I'm just frustrated right now because I can't pick up the phone and call John. It's been really bugging me today that I can't. Maybe it's because I had to drop off my neighbor/good friend off at the airport for the week. I'll be a lonely girl this week. I'm not one to be a scruge through Christmas time...but honestly I just want to sleep through it.

I just want this stupid paperwork to get through and finalized so I can be with my husband. It's driving me crazy just waiting. I'm getting really stressed about it...and when that happens I don't eat...therefore I lose weight that I really shouldn't be. I do fit into my old favorite jeans now...but not exactly the way I wanted it to happen. I've been breaking down a lot too. I was doing so well with not letting that happen, but I think it's just the time of the year. I was supposed to be in Japan by now...or maybe I was just getting my hopes too high? I just wish my husband would take a break and just sit down and talk with me for a while. It feels like I don't know him well anymore. I just want to talk to him and get this week over with.

God, help me. I can't do it alone.

I'm going to bed...even though it's only 8:30pm. "sigh"

Can't even begin to think about being able to sleep, so here I am. I finally have a small piece of sanity, nice and quiet...my dogs finally decided to lay down separately and stay out of my hair for a few minutes.

The puppy cages came on Friday I think it was...I have all the things I need to leave now. All I need is a date. Pray I get a date soon. Cause I miss my hubby so bad. I just catch myself staring at his pictures no even being able to fathom how much I love him. I never in my dreams imagined I would love a man like I do him. But, I know it's supposed to be that way. I'm just so lucky to have been able to find it so soon. <3

Complete boredom has taken over though. I do feel much better though finally.

Yet, I do have to go buy John his book and send out some of my clothes. It's hard to part with clothes, cause I need to send some that I actually will want to wear, yet still leave some for me to wear until I get to Japan. It's difficult.

But seriously...what do stay-at-home-wives with no kids do all day long? That's my question of the day. I absolutely love not working, but yet I wonder...

Edit: Here's a pic of John's dog and me...lol he loves it...his two favorite "people".