I've been thinking......

Everytime when I want grab something,it disppeared.

Everytime when I looked at it,it changes.

I can just grab the air sometimes,something left me when I want to take it. It just gone,through my fingers.

Silence and hopeless are on my side.

Somehow,I thought miracle would come to me,but it just there for a second,then it passed me away.

Why? I'll find out someday.

When will this day be?

Maybe till the flowers are open,the kite is up to the sky.

Who knows?

A song for everyone."Save the best for last"~

OK~ Let's talk about today.I played "Scrabble" at school today,it's been fun. I enjoyed it a lot^^

          Se~e

Lastly,hope our country could all be together as one,could get through this suffering after the earthquake!!

I know we can,because we are Chinese.

What do I want to say?? I have no idea...     

      Don't know what to say...... However,I want to type something in here~ Everyday seems the same. Why? We have to do everything in a same way,do everything in a same method. It reminds me of an ant,they do the same things in each day,in a same way.They walk around all day just to find out the food they need. It's a really sad thing...but on the other hand,we have some little things that we missed,and we didn't notice about. That is the little things that made us smile,made us laugh.

      We just focus on the things that we don't want to face;force on the things that make us feel sorrow. Why? It's that just because of we want to do better;to improve ourselves? I think if we think like that,we'll always feel say,we'll just keep finding the things that are always not good enough. Then there'll be a hole inside our heart as always......

      So,why don't we focus on the things that make us smile and laugh? For instance,an ant can force on the happiness that it had when it found the food,but not on the hardship that it had on finding the food.

      What makes you smile?

What day is it?

     Happy day? Or sad day?? I don't ever know~ I went to orienteering today,it was for the selection of APOC.Anyway,it doesn't matter. There was just only one girl,or maybe two actually. The matter is,I was sucked today.Maybe it is because of I haven't go to orienteering for such a long time~  I nearly want to cry,however,I didn't.  Somehow,I am much stronger than before......Anyway,I think I can go to APOC in this summer hoilday,it is in Korea~I am really looking forward to it~

Feel so bad---

      How many mistakes that I have to make? that I can finally rerealize I am done,I am finished? Plz,wake up,open your eyes and see how useless you are right now. "I know." I told myself to work hard last time,but I didn't do it,I am really not hard enough,and I know it. What's going on with me? I want to die sometimes, especially lately,so unhappy... I want to cry endlessly,I want to scream out loudly,but I can't.

       This is reality,you have to live. You have to keep going,keep living,or else,you die. I think I finally know why the people would suicide,cuz they thought they don't have a choice,they felt hopeless at that time. They didn't know what to do,so painful... Thay don't want to ask for help,because they thought the others can't help them,or they thought they don't deserve to get help. They can't think of any reasons of living in this world anymore. That's why they die. I don't want to be one of them,so I've gotta keep moving,no one will stop for me,even time.I know it.Anyway,feel much better now~  Talk in here next time.

This Monday~

     I went hiking with my family on this Monday. Actually,I went there before,it's on January 19,but this time,I've took some photos. The difference between this time and the last time was the relaxation that I had. It was much more relaxing than last time.hehe... In this time,we even saw two dolphins!! So cool~ While we were on our way,my brother said he saw two dolphins in the sea. They were the Chinese white dolphins(which were pink in colour)!!! Although it was not very clear,since we were on the mountain at that time......but anyway,we were extremely happy to see the dolphins. Some people even said "Wow,the dolphins will bring us good luck ,we will be lucky in this year". Well,I really hope they were right~ Anyway,good luck to everybody!!

These are some photos on that day~ Have a look~

 Let's GO,shall we?

See that horizon? It's beautiful,isn't it?

Absolutely!! It reminded me of a song call "innocence".  

"It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry......"

Sure win~

Happy family~

I like this photo so much!!

Are we there yet??

Yup. Here we are. We are in TAI O now.

The peoples build their house on the water~

What are they doing??

Do you know?

YUM

Miss this place so much...