| | Feel so bad--- How many mistakes that I have to make? that I can finally rerealize I am done,I am finished? Plz,wake up,open your eyes and see how useless you are right now. "I know." I told myself to work hard last time,but I didn't do it,I am really not hard enough,and I know it. What's going on with me? I want to die sometimes, especially lately,so unhappy... I want to cry endlessly,I want to scream out loudly,but I can't. This is reality,you have to live. You have to keep going,keep living,or else,you die. I think I finally know why the people would suicide,cuz they thought they don't have a choice,they felt hopeless at that time. They didn't know what to do,so painful... Thay don't want to ask for help,because they thought the others can't help them,or they thought they don't deserve to get help. They can't think of any reasons of living in this world anymore. That's why they die. I don't want to be one of them,so I've gotta keep moving,no one will stop for me,even time.I know it.Anyway,feel much better now~ Talk in here next time.  |
YOU WANNA DIE?? NO! Die is not a good way for solving problems!!! NO! I should say, die cannot, even cannot and WON'T solve any problems! If one choose to die, he or she is just what to shirk the problems, it is the choice for losers, and we are not losers!!! Also, THINK CLEARLY before you do everything!! Think of your friends and the others, especially your PARENTS!!! You must be a RESPONSIBLE gal. Never say you wanna die anymore, otherwise, I will hate you. Don't make me worried, okay?