So yeah, It's almost been a year since I have updated this thing. This year has been a crazy one though and I think I am going to start updating this thing more often because I just need to get some shit off my chest sometimes ... ya know? Well I am back at the University of Tampa and I am single! Thank god! I am enjoying my time here soooo much more since I haven't been at school here and single since 1st semester freshman year. Yeah it probably sounds pathetic. But ya live, ta learn. right? So yeah a lot is on my mind all of the time and I am finally finding some real friends and I mean Real Real friends who have actually stopped what they were doing to help me out. I am not needy but it is just an eye opener of who your friends really are ya know? So I have opened up my horizons to Country Music this semester and can I tell you I love it and I am pretty much Obsessed with it at the moment. Country song of the day: Brad Paisley-Rainin You . Listen to this song! I honestly think it may be one of the most beautiful songs that exisits! LoL. I am of course always loving life as usual. Even when the times are tough I always have a smile on my face. People may think I am using the smile as a cover up for some issues ... so what if I am ? I am not using it for everything. But everyone has times where they just gotta suck it up and move on. So I am. I have so many options ahead. Graduation is approaching even though I am taking an extra semester. Which I am so happy about because I will be less stressed and I have met some amazing friends who are sophmores and juniors and there is no way I am ready to leave them yet! Everytime I meet amazing friends who I want to be around all the time I always have to leave. Like at Disney, in Michigan. I mean my Pa friends are always my friends and always will be and so are my disney and michigan lovies but I had to leave before I aould really confide in a good friend and have memories with them. So I am excited to be staying at UT for a lil longer. The plan is to stay in Tampa. There isn't anywhere else I want to be after school The more I am here in Tampa as a more independent person the more I love the area and I can see what it really has to offer and It is soooo beautiful with so much to do. there are a lot more dance opportunities down here too and I dont want to be in huge city so Tampa is what works for me :) Who knows I could move across state so lets just say Florida is the place for me :) I have had too many persuasions and boyfriends leading me in other directions, granted it was my choice but I was jaded and I have learned so now I can do what I want! Of course I want a boyfriend but I have learned how to have a boyfriend and still live fully for myself. I want to live life to the fullest! LIVE LOVE and LAUGH ... thats all you can do and everything will be ok.   me and mara at margaritaville! One of my great new friends. Were just livin it up! | 
