Well time goes on people change...things change for the better. It just sucks that you screwed up something great i had going...but oh well. Something better will come along.

I lost the one that made me laugh and smile...and its probably not the one all of you think it is. But once again...i guess it was my decision and i definately made the wrong one.

I love my girls more than anything in the world...nothing can describe them

Choir Tour is soon....SO excited.

Lake with Tama Saturday then road trip with the girls to the cabin sunday...ive got a great weekend planned...and NO ONE is gonna ruin it for me.

2 days and im a SENIOR!!! Wow...thats scary.

Isnt it funny how life changes...and things you never thought youd do you end up doing. People you never got the chance to hang out with you start hanging out with. You hang out with your best friend more than ever and realize how you could never not be with her. You hang out with your first love and think back on how things could have gone so wrong and how perfect things are now. You realize how much family means to you and grow closer with your sister because of how much you have in common and how she really finally becomes one of your best friends. You realize that its rare to have complete true friends but the few that you have you cant live without. You finally find out where you feel the most comfortable besides your own home and its somewhere you never thought it would be. You realize that being a Christian means forgiving but never being able to forget the people that hurt you more than anything. You finally re-evalute your priorities in life and figure out you had things ALL wrong before and quickly set them straight. You really start to realize how much you love being daddy's little girl and having daddy dates and how much your mom actually knows and how she is practically always right, and the way she is more than amazing and you tell her everything. You figure out the one family you love hanging out with more than your own and you love every second you spend with them and every single member, and you think about how you could ever go so long without hanging out with them. You realize that there is one person who you will always worry about and care about but that you will never be able to forget what they did. You realize the saying there will always be something for your first true love is definately true when you start haging out with them more and more. You realize what you missed out on and how you love hanging out with certain guys that make you laugh and laugh. You realize that life is so much more than what you thought...and you finally cant wait for LIFE to begin...

SO glad all my loves are home...

Wow...life truly is great. Im a whole lot more happy then i ever thought i could be.

Went to UGA which was amazing and im definately going to school there! Went to a party..haha yeah i know..me and partying! Met and hung out with the football player Danny Ware...that was freakin hilarious. Then toured the campus and fell in love with the sorority Pi Beta Phi. I have determined that me and tamara are going to live in a cottage our sophomore year and then Kristen is going to come and live with us when she gets there!! How much fun would college be then!?

Saturday night the party at my house, woohoo!! Me, Maggie, Lauren, Kristen, Tamara, Neal, Robin, Kraemer, Steven, and Brian. That was so much fun. It was hilarious...picking on poor Brian. haha. Then tons of interesting stuff happening that night and tons of RUMORS getting started. Then spending the night with Tamara and Kristen and staying up talking till like 2 in the morning all piled in my bed. Well me and Kristen talked, Tamara dreamed about myspace...HAHAHA! Her or football...hmm ill choose football!! Heck yes!

Then nothing really interesting happened until Wednesday. But OMG that was the most fun ive had in who knows when. I was laughing so hard i had tears in my eyes and my stomach hurt from laughing so hard. Everyone went to Justin Kahler's house and recorded our AMAZING rap song Bracez. That was so crazy...JoJo is so freakin funny and it took me and lauren like 5 times to finally do our part. "wait when are we supposed to come in..haha" "who wants to lick jelly off lil buddha's belly" ahhh! That was absolutely amazing.

Hung out with Lauren Tamara and Neal at Laurens after i ate McDonalds for the third time this week...yeah i know im a hoss. Then Neal made me a myspace and they laughed at me cause i wrote a book on my interests..ha. I stayed there for a while and just laughed at stupid stuff. Went to church to the Ash Wednesday service which i loved...it really made me think bout stuff.

This weekend is going to be amazing hanging out with my 3 of the sexy six!! All piling into the backseat of the truck. Just chilling and being lazy and getting out of smyrna till sunday!

I love everyone...thank yall for being the most amazing people ever!