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Name: Tofu_girl
Gender: Female
Interests: traveling, cooking, eating, sleeping, playing badminton, drawing, hanging out and chatting with friends and complaining about life...smiling, crying...you name it ;)
Expertise: smiling and caring for others
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/7/2007
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| What does it mean??What does it mean when my heart jumps when I heard that He got hit and run? What does it mean when I still dream of Him and think of Him? What does it mean when everything I do reminds me of Him? What does it mean when He hardly replies to my messages? What does it mean when one starts to use excuses of not replying? What does it mean when I told Him that I am "over with Him" yet He still distances Himself from me? .......It means that I'm still living in the past........ .......It means that He's moving on without me...... .......It means that things are not the same as it once was........ ......and Ii will never be the same....... | | |
| Losing Passion...???It seems like every since I moved into this big city, I start to realize how much things have changed or the things that I should have realized long ago but didn't....and these things just make me sick. Not just the new ppl that know but I am even seeing how differnet my family are to me :( I find myself losing passion for this world....I find myself hating this world and those around me....I just feel like I don't belong :( It makes me wonder if I should continue being myself and let others use and step over me, or change myself and go with the flow.... I used to close my eyes and just open my heart to this world, but now I think I should just close my heart and open my eyes... | | |
| Why Can't I Hold On?Why???? I really don't get it...Is it me who have changed or is it just things around me that have changed? Why do I find these changes so sudden and hard to accept?? Why can't things just remain at its best moment like in Utopia or something?? LOL I guess it's pretty obvious since we don't live in Utopia anyways heh?...But why is the world spinning so much faster than I can endure and people changing even faster than I can adapt to??? It seems like everytime when I finally think I have a good grasp of who someone is, something else comes out and I seem like I don't know them anymore...Were they the one I first met and got to know? or were they always like that but just acted a certain way towards me and so I was only exposed to that "other" them...Even those whom I have known for years just seem to differ from who they are in my memories....Why is it like that? Sometimes I just feel lost and it feels like I can't hold onto anything...I have this really insecure feeling inside me like everything and anything has the potential of sliding away and in fact, I am already sensing something....*sighs* Is this just another part of life??? Actually, some of these changes are not really "sudden" like it came out of no where...some of these are actually gradual changes that I've realized long ago but it didn't bother me as much as it does now....lol so then maybe it's really me who have changed....Maybe I've lowered the bar of toleration or maybe I am just getting old and thus don't have the energy to keep up with everything.... Is it just me or does anyone else feel the same? Nonetheless, this perspective of mine puts me in a new boat and I guess I am on-board and ready to sail, whether I am ready or not... | | |
| ........可遇不可求的东西。。。 一个相信有真爱的人。 | | |
| What should I do?I need help folks!! I've been stuck with wishful thinking about Him again...and a part of me is always wanting to ask Him about the past, yet a part of me is trying really hard to resist that and just let things be....in hopes that life would surprise me with new things in the future.... What should I do? | | |
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