“Supposing you say some quite ordinary words to me - 'cellar door', say. From that, I might think of a name, 'Selador', and from that a character, a situation begins to grow.”
Interests:Writing. Writing. Writing. Oh, and music and movie making. Expertise:Writing... And music and movie making. Occupation:Student Industry:Education? College? Pick one?
I don't think anyone in my family really realizes what is going on with me right now. It's like I'm standing close enough to taste everything I've ever wanted. I don't want to set myself up to be devastated, but there is something brewing inside of me right now that I've never felt in my entire life. I don't know yet if something in my core is telling me this is really (and finally :P) happening for me, or if it's just my head convincing my heart of that. Something's different. I just don't know what.
But everyone's going on and on about "when you have your surgery" and surgery this, surgery that. Yeah, it's happening. Yeah, it's going to change my life.
But they don't realize just how special it is to me that I could be finding someone who will take me as I am, who thinks I'm beautiful just for being myself -- as I am right now, sans surgery.
That was my one worry going into this surgery to begin with. And it looks like God may be taking care of that.
I'd like to talk about His possible answer for once. Instead of rehashing the same information I already have heard a thousand times. Geez.
I have had the hiccups the entire time I've been typing. Gosh.
Dunno if this got cut off or not. It's not perfect -- it's when I first started playing the bass. And the quality of recording is horrible. But it's a precious memory to me :D
Oh. And I do indeed play higher on the first song.
