   
HEY! dont feel lyke updating..so i'm goin to post some quotez that i'm feelin right now! lol <3
People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is gonna take away all the hurt and all the pain....well I've tried that. I've tried hiding my sorrows, and covering the sadness in my smile, and what I've learned is when it hurts this much inside, your heart always has a way of showing it, no matter how many masks you wear.
Sometimes you have to try not to care...
no matter how much you really do.
but they both know deep down inside..
it wasn't supposed to end this way
You never really stop loving someone.
You just learn to live without them
Obstacles are put in our way to see if
what we want is worth fighting for
BOY: what should i do?
GIRL: just follow your heart
BOY: what do you think my heart says?
GIRL: i dont know... im not your heart
BOY: well... your most of it
Boy: what's wrong?
Girl: nothing.
Boy: why won't you tell me?
Girl: why should i tell you?
Boy: You used to tell me everything...
what happened to us?
Girl: ...you stopped caring.
The best memories are the ones you can`t explain --
you just had to be there
A best friend is someone who is always there for you. Someone who won't lie to you & you can trust. Someone who is like a sister to you & who knows everything about you & still loves you for the friggin' nerdy ass loser you are.
Let's face it... we've changed. We all changed. Somewhere between summer ending and school starting, we've all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken, friends diminished, new love started and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all of our time in our circle of friends, we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We've changed -- some for the better, some for the worse. Some of us are finding love and others are trying to let go. Even though we've changed, we all know that even though we're all finding our own place in the world, that when we find out love, when we let go of a love, when the tears fall, or the happy smile spreads across our face... we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us and no matter what happens, nothing will ever change so much to the point that we're not all friends forever. (to mii orginal girlies...angie.chell.jazz.gina.kat.i will forever love u guys!!)
you dont go to highschool to find your husband..
.... you go to find your bridesmaids!
So its not going be easy. Its gonna be really hard.
Were going to have to work at this everyday.
But I want to do that because I want you...
I want all of you. Forever, you and me, everyday.
-The Notebook
you know how it is when you don't want to miss them,
but you want them to miss you.
-Summerland
HmMm think thats it...lol
love,
brig<3xO
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but its all good...i got mad cuz theres a girl on JV who shouldn't b there...lol....but yeah..nd ashley quit cuz she was on JV nd didnt want to b....so she quit..which i dont understand...i mean im not happy w/it either but i'm not quitting ...nd they said i'll prolly b playing up quite a bit so it's all good...nd ashley's good we'll miss her... but yes! umm..after that went driving w/mii instructor bob lol...it was fun..i learned manuevrability like nothing...first tyme i did it i got it on both sides nd he didnt have to help me! lol yay...today went to vball had pictures nd then went driving w/bob again lol..worked on parking...nd manueverabilty again nd i did awesome in both...y a y for me... 2morrow's highway...
lol good thing i've drove on the highway b4 or i would b freak'n out..but i'm not lol...HmMm....nd vball in the morning lol..Dee Dee said its going to b hard nd we're going to hate her..but i love it..i'm getting in really good shape lol..it just sucks...cuz i dont have much time to ...i dunno..LIVE lol...vball nd then driving..nd then i come home nd read..which i still have A LOT to do nd only a week to do it...but yes! lol...umm...i'm going to go...leav'n a few quotes again lol..i'll try not to make it depressing...it just stinks cuz i'm stressed out....from vball nd reading...i can't hang out w/any of mii friends cept at vball cuz i kind of have to nd i miss every1 that i DONT get to see sooo much...it makes me SOO sad....i dont have tyme to do anything anyway...nd i'm very much boy-less ...school starts in a week nd i've had a very drama-filled summer which sux cuz summer's supposed to b drama-less nd fun nd i had A lOt of fun its prolly one of the best summers ive ever had nd i can thank all of you for that...but it means the school yr will prolly b crazy drama-filled...soo cross yur fingers nd hope this is the best of it...lol....damn..i want a lot of hugs..nd someone to finish this DAMN READING FOR ME lol....nd every1 needs to call me..cuz i LOVE talking on the fone..i have a problem calling you back i kno, nd i'm sorry...but honestly....you can call me nd i'll work on calling you back cuz i miss you guys nd wanna talk! plus..i think i get mii cell back tonight...mommy went to verizon to see what she could do 
but yes! umm..hopefully its not bad nd its all good... 
