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- How Long Will They Mourn Me

Hey... as of right now Im feeling a little better. Ian isn't here right now, it's 12:24PM. Hes on his way back here with Daniel. I'm not so thrilled but hey... not much I can do about it. Daniel is currently the closest person. Yeah. Anywayz. I talked to Brock tonight. That cheered me up. Sadly I had to explain the whole.. this is how Ian and I met thing... yikes! Ians back. Oh good, Daniel didn't come in! haha. I don't like him. But back to talking to Brock... oh yeah... I talked to Kim 2! And I was telling Brock about Kim saying I shouldn't be that mad... if mad at all... at Ian! aaahhhh! Thats fucked up. I have a right to be mad! He was trying to hide it from me. Meaning even he thought there was something wrong with it! So it isn't just me it's even him! ahhhh ha! *lol* This is why I journal... I get it out here and then seem to be totally normal to every one around me. Maybe I should just not journal for like... 3 months! haha... I would be completely insane at that point. oooooooooo.......... Daniel is calling! asshole. hehe... I told him to just not answer it. Great... I'm smart. Now this freak is going to come in and shoot me. oh well... if thats how I go thats how I go. Buuuttt..... anywayz! I'm gonna get going. Peace Not War!                                  (Love you always...  )

Y'all don't hear me though
I'm trying hard to make amends
But I'm losing all my muthafuckin friends
(damn)
They should've shot me when I was born
Now I'm trapped in the muthafuckin' storm
How long will they mourn me? -Tupac