Honestly-- I'm exhausted, drained, and frustrated.

Get out of my life already. You've been in it way too long and it's about time to leave me alone, yes? I don't love the fact that there's always a competition between you and my God in my heart. My God gives me endless hope. You only give me hopeless end.

Sin is so stupid.

I know there is no use to denying these strong feelings.
No matter how much I try to hide it,
No matter how much I try to run away,
It's just reality I'm running away from.

It's time to stop runnning,
Stop trying, stop hiding.

It's time to let go,
and LET GOD.