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TwinScorpio
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Name: James
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Erie
Birthday: 11/16/1989
Interests: Music of the 60's, fencing, theatre, Boy Scouts, and people
Expertise: Giving great advice that i don't live by, being more critical of others them i am of myself, getting into trouble and talking my way out of it.
Occupation: Life
Industry: Learning
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/24/2005
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| AAAAAAAAAHHH *CRASH*that's right vanilla faces the asian on the road!
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| Hockey Season Rap Up After 11 months of working out, practicing, travelling, games, hotels, injuries, and huge time dedications it seem Prep's hockey season has come to an abrupt end. Tonight was our last game of the season, we lost in clssic Prep hockey fashion, and I'm really torn about it. i guess it hasn't hit me that i may never play hockey at the level again. of course tonight was a night for the seniors, but it was really odd to think after 9 years of early mornings and late nights of hockey may may never be relived for me again. As you might know my family is due to move to Mt. Pocanno (sp?) and I being a member of the family will too be leaving if I can't find a "suitable" lodgings for the year to come.
Its almost inconsivible that i was getting up at 6 in the moring for hockey practice so many years ago, where does the time go. I never really was able to absorb how much hockey a part of my life until i was asked ot leave the team earlier this season. It's strange really, one of the first thing that I identify myself is as is a hockey player. I would have a workouts during the summer months and then the season would take off during the winter of course and there would be next to no time between the end of season and summer off ice workouts, god tryouts for next years varsity team are in April. If I more i doubt that I'd be able to get onto another team with me level of skill, not to mention the feeling of being an outsider joining a high school activity like that in my senior year.
god i'm going to get fat without it, but really it almost like lossing a piece of myself... i'll never play a sport at that level of intensity again...
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| Lodgings many a happy days i have spent in this wasteland known as erie. not to say that i never saw trial and tribulation here because if you know me you would know that my very darkest days have been here too, but i guess thats part of a place being your home. the time has come how ever that i must be faced with the parting of ways. my mother has secrued employment in a new hospital in the pocanos begining in July my mother will be the first to leave erie. my brother and sister will, from my understanding of the situation, be moved when a house has been secured in our new place of residence, followed by myself and father when our home is sold.so most of the family could be out of erie by july if the right pieces fall into place or i could start the senior year at prep and then may have to leave. well i say fuck that. i'm going to finish my senior year here if i have to live in a carboard box.
my plan is to find lodgings with a friend that is in most of my activities, ie a hockey player if at all possible. most likely thats won't fly not having any really close friends on the team. i'm guessing i might be able to live with a nieghbor with grown up children if they'll take me. money i can get from the jobs i work, car id hoe thats going to go, i'm thinking a bus pass. tuition might be tricky, and the cost of hockey miht just not be in the card so. it all to much right now and i kind of need to put it out on the world.
if you know of or have a suggestion of a place i could live tell me
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| the right to chooseat the moment it seems that i'm no longer on speaking turns with my father. the other day i had a bit of a skirmish with my brother in a public place and i failed to contain the situation an lost some of my composer. then this morning i got up and my father got after me about the oter day after i had appoligized. he made the comment that i was a sicko that got off be tormenting others, and lets just day i turned it on telling him that i had learned from the best, him. i really doubt taht that was the best move to make, but as i thought about it later it was really true and thats why it had been such a deep blow to him. its to bad really i have always had a connection with my father, but i guess things change.
on sunday i leave for the march for life. i personally dont agree that abortion should be outlawed, but i really like D.C. so i decided to go and deal with all the fanatics and loonies. there are alot of good looking girls there though.
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| i wnat to brun out an jsut veg! taht's rhigt i rlaely jsut wnat to let go of rletae and fgeort erevy tinhg and sacpe out for a day or so. ufntrounttaely not eevn the wekened wlil binrg me the rleief taht im atefr. FCUK! i hvae hcekoy all tihs wkeneed. i lkie hcekoy, but i'll be on the ice 6 days tihs week and pyalnig up to ehigt gmeas.
in aitodidn to all of tihs my gdares hvae been silpinpg way mroe tehn i wulod hvae lkied tehm to hvae. i may fial tirg and hvae to go to smeumr sohocl, wichh wulod be trebile. if i wrenet so dman poor i'd trun to durgs.
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