Hey peoples.... whats ^ or v? nm going on here.. i have to wear something colorful to church tomorrow i dont want to wear something colorful and I AM NOT GOING TO WEAR A DRESS no matter what mum tells me.. i will not wear one!!! any way... i think Rocky likes me thats kool... i got a new cd today... I just got back from Erins house... we r really good friends... she is deting Travis again.. thats kool... her Brother was supossed to come in from somewhere.. but he dident.. he is comeing in today... and staying untill friday night so i will get to meet him.. i have a pic of him.. he is kinda cute... Any way I love playing pool.. i am kinda good at it... Me and mum got into a fight.. i told her about everything... me cutting... nad my poetry.. even the thoughts about death.. she dident take it well.. i made her cry.. but after that everything has gotten better... it was really hard for me to tell her all that.. now that it's all over i feel better... because i got help.. i just pray that some of my friends will have enough courage to tell their pearents and get help because i dont want to watch one of my friends get hurt... i really dont know what else to say right now.. except for i think kat is mad at me... i dont want her to be mad at me... so if kat is mad at me or anyone else is mad at me.. please forgive me... well i guess i am going to go now... buh bye

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Hey peoples.... i saw a councler today... thats good.. i did it at Kats request.. so now that i have found someone i can trust i think i should tell someone that i dont eat all the time.. i am not eating at all... except for breakfest other then that i dont eat at all... any way... today was an okay day.. got off to a hyper start.. talked to peoples... i wasent all that shy today.. 6th period i played basketball and did something to my finger now it hurts really bad... dident eat lunch.. dident kiss anyone on the bus.. even though Kat wanted me to.. talked to Brent.. gave him a message from someone... and thats about it.. nothing more and nothing less... well um i guess i am going to go now.. buh bye...

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gHey peoples... whats up? nm going on here.. well um.. Not Much is going on here.. i wrote some of my friends at school because there was nothing to do.. really wish some peoples would call me... no one ever calls except for James... last night was not a good one... i mean yeah my brother-in-law is going to let me borrow his The Texas Chainsaw Massacre  DVD and yes peoples are going to get to come over and watch it or i will take it to someone else's house to watch it with them... but that rocks i love that movie to death!!! but it was not a good night.. got to where i wanted to beat 2 girl's from school up.. and i guess u could say me and one of my friends got into a little fight but it's over and done with now... i guess thats all that is going on in my life at this moment.. so i am going to go... buh bye...

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Hey peoples.. no one has called today.. i saw 3 peoples at Wal*Mart that was kinda kool... i had a bad day yesterday... I hope everything is fine between Justin and Stephanie.. they both seem kinda upset... hope everything is okay.... Brent came to cats house yesterday.. not one word was spoken to me.. kinda made me sad but o well.. no one hardly ever talks to me so why start now.. i have promised cat that i had to go see some one about all my problems... mum said it was okay.. but i cant help but think that she is mad at me... U know what sucks.. i made Kat cry... i dident mean to... but she made me cry to... yesterday was not a good day at all.....

Mum want me and her to spend some time together.. so she wants us to have a day... she is makeing me go see Kenny Cheseny with her... and some of her friends... she says that it's an Easter gift.. Well i dont want to go see some country singer.. i want to go shopping and buy something BLACK!!!!! but she said that if i went with her.. i could but some stuff right before school lets out... and that i could buy alot of stuff next year.. which is kinda kool... thats all i have to say about that.. Well i guess i am going to go now.. buh bye!

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