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| Neville and I do not go out anymore. This happened on the 12th and I hate it. We're still good friends but I miss him as my boyfriend. I'd give anything to undo what happened that day...
I love you </3 | | |
| Josh, why did this happen? You don't
know how many people are hurt by this. Everyone dyed their hair purple
or blue, some even got the blurple you had. We also got blue and purple
braclets because we knew you loved how your hair came out and didn't
have it long.
When ever I close my eyes all I see is you hanging there and struggling.
Whenever I hear police sirens all I can see it them rushing to your
house. Is this normal? I could only imagine what was going through your
head. You always said suicide is
the pussys way out of life. So wht did you do it? Because you thought
no one cared? no one loved you? you wern't wanted? If any of those you
were wrong. If only you could see how many people came to see you for
the last time.
Don't worry though, I'll be sure to visit you in the cemetary. When
the rest of us die we'll be sure to find you. Even though some of us
may be old and not the same, we'll find you. We all fucking miss you so
much man. I wish you'd come back... | | |
| R.I.P
Josh D'Andrea 9/13/88-10/3/05
you're always in our hearts.
we all love you and miss you so much.. we never seen this coming, how could you do it. you always seemed so happy, why? i guess it's ture that only the good die young.
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| thursday, august 25ht... best fuckin day of my life. i went to the mall at 10 and adam picked me up and we got the train to south station to meet heatha. then we got on another one to rhode island for twiztid's man's myth show. the doors opened at 6 but we got there at 1 and walked around. it's so nice there. we went to the mall there and it's fucking huge and expensive. after we waited in the line and it was wicked fun because all the juggalos we all retarded but it made us laugh. project deadman went on first and they were awesome. some black guy called the r.o.c came one next and he was horrible. most of the people booed him off the stage. abk was unbelievable and even though we only got to see 4 songs by twiztid they were amazing. we were right in the front and could touch them it was great. we were closer than anyone else. we had to leave early to catch the 9:42 train back to boston or we'd be stuck there. we walked though this field to get to the train station and there were these people having sex right in the middle of the field. adam was yelling at them. when we got back to malden station it was about almost 11 and we got picked up around 1:30. heatha slept over and i had community service from 6 until 4. i am so sick. i have a temp. of 103.5 and i feel like i am really going to die. neville's coming over and i think i'm going to bed. | | |
| thursday i went to the mall at 3:30 because that's the time bobby said to go. a couple good people were there but more people came later in the night. me and robby were waiting for john and adam to come pick us up but i guess john got stuck in traffic for 2 hours. they didn't get to the mall until 6 or 7? i can't remember and they stayed there for a little bit. at like 9 we left and went to stop & shop to get drinks. when we got back to adam's him and bobby played baseball and john left for rode island i think to get his girlfriend. we watched family guy and katie came over. she ended up sleeping over and just left in the morning. we watched School of Rock and then we went to bed. i woke up a lot during the night and every time i woke up robby was up so i don't think he got any sleep at all. at 7 john came in and woke us all up so we got ready and left. the ride to the tweeter center was about an hour and a half. when we got there we met up with lindsay. most of the bands wern't as bad as i heard them to bed but they were still pretty bad. i was looking forward to seeing rob zombie and guess what? he sucked and he didn't even look anything like himself. he did the worst at "Living Dead Girl". Arch Enemy was really good too, i got their poster signed. as did i with A Dozen Furies and Shadows Fall. and they came with little shot glasses. on the way home though i took the wrong poster so i don't have my Shadows fall =( i have someone's Soil Work and i don't like them. the main stage was amazing. Mudyvane and Iron Maiden were awesome and Black Sabbath was AMAZING. i love ozzy, he's funny. well i had a really good time. i'm so sun burnt though. i have never been this red and then it's going to turn into a tan, yuck. the wait for the parking lot took forever but we only got back at 12. i fell asleep in the car and i guess adam fell asleep on my lap. when i got home i just passed out and woke up around 12:30-1. i'll update on today later.
i love you neville so much. | | |
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