another night tears begin to fall
wondering to herself what happened to it all
all the laughs and all the fun
a thousand memories plus one

but now she lays there
drowning in her tears 
wanting so bad
to go back a few years

she want to be happy again
and not worry about the past
"please" she says
"I dont want this pain to last"

shes hurting herself
and crying to sleep
a million bloody tears
and a lovely gash so deep

a secret little razor
hidden behind her bed
helps her forget her memories
swirling in her head

all of her cries
are just for him
with every little cut
she dies within