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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 20:44:19 GMT

As I lay in bed
longing for sleep
I think about a girl
lying six feet deep

The fearless girl
so longing to die
who will only make her parents
lie awake and cry

This fearless girl
who committed suicide,
wished to get rid of her secrets
which she no longer wished to hide

Shes done with her friends
who make her feel so sad
they were only getting rid of the good
and replaing it with the bad

Now with one slice
she took it all away
no more sleepless nights
no long depressing days

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 14:22:53 GMT

I love the way you kiss me
I love your perfect touch
I love the way you look at me
I love you so very much

but I hate the way I cant have you
I want you to be only mine
Knowing that it could change us
sends chills up my spine

You are so perfect to me
your eyes, your hair, your so kissable lips
I love everything about you
even your lovely hips

I love being with you
everyday and every night
I love the way I tease you
from one little bite

I love how your always here for me,
you cry when I cry
I love you more than life
more than every single guy

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 22:44:29 GMT

another night tears begin to fall
wondering to herself what happened to it all
all the laughs and all the fun
a thousand memories plus one

but now she lays there
drowning in her tears
wanting so bad
to go back a few years

she want to be happy again
and not worry about the past
"please" she says
"I dont want this pain to last"

shes hurting herself
and crying to sleep
a million bloody tears
and a lovely gash so deep

a secret little razor
hidden behind her bed
helps her forget her memories
swirling in her head

all of her cries
are just for him
with every little cut
she dies within

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 20:30:21 GMT

Xx Broken xX

I miss you so much
more than I can bare
I've always wanted you
to be right there

I've ruined everything
I dont know what to do
I never really knew,
how much I loved you

I'm nothing without you
I'm a complete mess
I cry every night at the thought of you
I must confess

Please come back to me
I'm falling apart
And now all I have
Is a broken heart </3

Friday, August 12, 2005

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 22:06:32 GMT

A Dissapearing Memory

I dont know what you think of me
I dont know if you care
but I know I've always thought of you
As somebody who'd always be there

but now that you've left me
and all is said and done
i cant help but think
what happened to the fun?

you're all I ever think about
wanting you here with me
but you just dont understand
how much you mean to me

but whenever you find time to see me
you only make me sad
even tho you dont want to
i always feel so bad

you dont ahve any idea do you?
of what you put me thru
making me cry every night
of all the stuff you DONT do

I just wish i could forget
forget all the lies
I want to forget
all the tears i've cried

I want this all to end
I want to forget you like you forgot me
I want to live my life
but you're still in my memory

Thursday, June 30, 2005

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 16:32:49 GMT

YOU

Each day gets harder and hard
every mintue, more tears start to form.
so many memories begin to fade
and inside i've become so torn

as you know i'll soon be leaving
and now my hands start to shake.
Every night I add an hour,
to the time I lye awake.

I think about you
and the time we've spent.
and now im sorry
for causing you so much torment.

when i finally fall asleep
i still dream about you
my only wish
is that the facts about us moving,
we untrue.

I think about you
I dream about you
I want not to leave you
I want to be wtih you.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 21:59:19 GMT

For You

So many nights we spent
talking on the phone
or laying on the driveway
just now to find out that I will be leaving this home

to a place where nothing is right
it hurts so much to leave
you say we'll keep in touch
but i dont know how many more lies i can believe

i really want to try
to keep all these friends
but i cant help but think
its all coming to an end

i'm sorry to you all
but its now time to fall
over the next couple years
i will shed so many tears.....for you

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 13:05:41 GMT

Crave

You see these tears
but you'll never really see
that these precious tears
are not just for me.

you make me like this
you make me cry
you make me cut
you make me not want to try

Why do you make me hurt?
was is something I did?
I'm so very sorry
I'm a fucked up kid

Dont worry
soon you wont see these tears
cause I'll end it soon
just to forget my fears

so I'll slit my wrists
and forget my past
just so you'll be better
I know you'll forget me fast

Friday, May 27, 2005

Fri, 27 May 2005 16:31:14 GMT

I've fallen into a pit of dispair
wondering to myself, is something else out there?
while thinking, i came to the conclusion,
what if life is one big illusion?

but i know, lifes no illusion.
just a lot of confusion
you'll never understand what life is really about,
it'll stress you so much your hair will fall out

so much shit will happen to you
to the point where you wont know what to do
you might think nobody cares
and nobody listens, they all just stare

I've always thought I'd have somebody
but when they all left me
i'm now beginning to think twice
about who to trust, and who's cold as ice

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Sun, 15 May 2005 19:10:42 GMT

Rope

You see the rope
its sitting right there
its all ready to be hung
in the closet, below the stair

he wants to be hung
he wants to feel your neck
go ahead, do it for him
you're already a wreck

these persuading thoughts
filling your head
something like "its okay,
nobody will miss you when you're dead"

now what to do next,
should you give in or what
yeah go ahead,
and make sure the door is shut

well rope,
he got what he wanted
at least now
your dreams will no longer be haunted