| well it's been a while since i posted last so bring ya'll up to date livin in florida now with my dad and what not so it's kool still lonely as ever but o well don't have much to say so i will just post a poem some special wrote : Cold Case A broken heart, a bleeding fist, a silver blade, against my wrist. tears run down to lips unkissed, ignore me and i wont exist. I'm not the kind you'll come to miss.
A wounded soul, eyes so blind, only seeing the pain of life. insane in the mind broken in time. trying to put life, back in re-wind.
A suicidal spirit, i thought i was strong. now everyone moves on, when I'm over and gone.
Crimson tears run down my face, a tainted love that cant be replaced. just another cold case, of a life gone to waste. well that was by lace but love to all da homiez |
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| well i have got out of rehab i got 2 months clean and i am tryin my hardest to stay clean idon't kno were i am gonna be goin tho wether it's independant living or a foster home an hour south of heaven i miss most of u (chaney abi randi christal miranda alexis and melanie) but i hope to see u all soon love always matt |
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| alrite so i am in a chil;drens home in a small town called baxter springs come monday i will be gettin picked up at 8 in the mornin to get transported to kansas city for a 28 day inpatient treatment program after that i will hopefully be released to my parents and then go to florida to meet my biological dad i think i am goin to kall him tomorow it will be the first time i have ever taqlked to him so i hope shit goes good but leave me lots of comments i need them rite now i havn't had no connection with no one in forever and i have been clean 3 weeks soon as tuesday rolls around well, post soon agiain i hope |
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| so it's been interesting lately i am a felon as of last nite my mom is pissed cuz i won't do rehab i no longer work at sonic andi still have no female i am getting a new honda civic in about 2 weeks it has had ups and downs but o well |
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| well life has been crazy lately i moved back in with my parents today after spendin the last3-4 weeks all spun out on ice i lost most all of my friends i have no energy for anything the one person who i wish i could talk to won't talk to me me and aj broke up she says i t was the methj and i disagree i still stick to eveything i said about that while i was still on the dope but i would have been less of an as about it had i been clean i now work at aonic in park city it is my 5job since i turned 16 uin january i have a lot of regrets right now but if you want ht me up y number is 8068837 |
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