U_increase_as_i_decrease_Lord's Xanga

Friday, August 31, 2007

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 02:22:45 GMT

I broke it off once and for all. No more. Four years and i'm not doing this shit anymore. It's time to start over again. i moved and it's high time i take this as my shot to grow up and figure this all out

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 20:46:34 GMT

too complicated..........

Friday, August 24, 2007

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 00:22:25 GMT

so this is what it's like to be heart broken...truly heart broken...

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 23:54:40 GMT

I was sure by now 
God, You would have reached down 
And wiped our tears away 
Stepped in and saved the day 
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining 

As the thunder rolls 
I barely hear You whisper through the rain 
"I'm with You" 
And as Your mercy falls 
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives 
And takes away 

I'll praise You in this storm 
And I will lift my hands 
For You are who You are 
No matter where I am 
Every tear I've cried 
You hold in Your hand 
You never left my side 
And though my heart is torn 
I will praise You in this storm 

I remember when 
I stumbled in the wind 
You heard my cry 
You raised me up again 
My strength is almost gone 
How can I carry on 
If I can't find You 

As the thunder rolls 
I barely hear You whisper through the rain 
"I'm with You" 
And as Your mercy falls 
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives 
And takes away 

I lift my eyes unto the hills 
Where does my help come from? 
My help comes from the Lord 
The Maker of Heaven and Earth 

Though my heart is torn 
I will praise You in this storm

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 01:06:56 GMT

"When you're gone.."

"...the pieces of my heart are missing you..."

"...the face i came to know is missing too..."

"...the words i need to hear to always get me through the day..."

"...and make it ok..."

"...I miss you..."

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 02:23:55 GMT

september 5, 2009 B&V

"You’re not alone
Together we stand
I’ll be by your side
You know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There’s no place to go
You know I won’t give in
no I won’t give in

Keep holdin’ on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through
Just, stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you
I’m here for you
There’s nothing you can say (repeat)
Nothing you can do
there’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it’s too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend ah ah
I’ll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holdin’ on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through
Just, stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you
I’m here for you

There’s nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing’s gonna change
Nothing’s gonna change destiny
Whatever’s meant to be
Will work out perfectly

Keep holdin’ on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I’m here for you
I’m here for you
There’s nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through"

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 00:31:02 GMT

am i crazy for missing him? yea probably. when everyone hears that he and i are still talking they are like 'what? i thought you got rid of that jerk' followed by how if i wait around for him that i'm being stupid and they'll all yell at me. but i can't not. it's weird and crazy, i know. not to mention the fact that...he's leaving in three weeks. in three weeks he's leaving for boot camp and then it's off to SEALs training...if he makes it through allll of training, he's gone for two years. and then he'll be stationed i don't even know where! i just...*sigh*

well it's off the Charlotte for wedding weekend extravaganza!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 13, 2007

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 19:17:11 GMT

still in florida. having a great time but it's SOOOOOOOOOOOO hot! i just paid 4 dollars for 2 hours of internet time because i was SOOOOOO freakin desperate to get online and check on the world. we're having a great time though. i've done a lot A LOT of shopping.

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 11:55:52 GMT

"here i am lord and i'm drowning in your sea or forgetfulness. the chains of yesterday surround me. i yearn for peace and rest. i don't wanna end up where you found me and it echoes in my mind, keeps me awake tonight. i know you've cast my sins as far as the east is from the west. and now i stand before you as though i've never sinned. but today i feel like i'm just one mistake away from you leaving my this way. Jesus can you show me just how far the east is from the west? cause i can't bare to see the man that i have been. come risin up in me again. in the arms of your mercy i find rest. cause you know just how far the east is from the west....from one scarred hand to the other"- 'East to West' Casting Crowns

You know how far the east is from the west....from one scarred hand to the other

Monday, July 02, 2007

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 11:17:24 GMT

Creation was amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had such an amazing time. i will actually post a full account tomorrow when i'm resting at home in the glorious place i like to call home, i mean Bristol. hehehe! erin and i are heading back south today, where i will be home in bristol until Friday. on Friday i'll be heading to Florida to see my brother for a week or so. and then it's back home for a few days to meet with Donna Felty about getting/finding a job and then it's off to Charlotte for Kelly's wedding. well i might be going to Asheville for a few days before to hang out with my favorite Glinda. and then it's to Charlotte for Kelly's party and wedding. then it's back to pa for a week or so to pull everything together and move to Bristol for the year.

Erin and i got tickets to go to the Projekt Rev tour in Raleigh on the 13th!!!!!!! it's My Chem, Linkin Park, Taking Back Sunday and HIM..plus a million other bands. i can't wait! it's gonna be amazing!!!!! it means that i have to be back home in bristol by the 12th at the latest!

and ps kelly, i got the warped tour thing figured out. they are gonna be in pa after your wedding and before i head back to bristol, so i'm gonna hit it up here!