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falling success

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 11:38:19 GMT

hi ............ i stayed home today i didnt wanna go to school blah blah blah ummm....im going to the my chemical romance concert in 13 days !!!!!!!!!!!!! yah!!!!!!!!!!!

i try not to think about james death alot but i still do i dont cry alot anymore..........i guess thats good im bout to post some pics of james luv these pic of him he was so awesome!!!!!!! i miss him

is that how it ends...

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 12:09:23 GMT

im not killing myself ...... i cant give up on life even though it sux i just have to find a way,james gave up to soon ....:{

im goina miss him, i already do ............ i stayed home today i didn't want people trying to comfort me some was just pretenting how awesome is that ,it hurts

i have to go PEACE N' LUV ~ SARAH

it's all changed does anyone see?

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 11:59:25 GMT

im sad james died :{ {tears} {tear}{tears}

i found out in socail studies ......... i started crying

he od he took to many pills on purpose

well thats all bye... hope i dont kill myself as well~ sarah

our life long story is it really true??

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 21:02:28 GMT

i haven't been on or at least wrote but i guess i will tell how things have been going. like always im am confused with everything ... umm i was in 3 plays at school i was so nerses mark was in the plays too as well as pricilla!!! people told me i was good but mabey i should except i was a lil good i was beauty in 1 play the dude i had to kiss was ugly i shouldnt say that i feel bad i will say he was not my type!! lol anyways he messed up alot that night he was in 3 plays too and screwed them up bad. then i was a narrirator i messed up once i said puilt when i should have said built..!!! then in the last on i was a warrior aka an animmal!!! before the play started everyone was hangin out i was with pricilla but then i saw mark alone so i sat with him he was writing songs then he says he has a band ... then i showed him my music lol hes not that good at remembering band names but songs his favs are LINKIN PARK ,NICKLEBACK &THREE DAYS GRACE !!!! i think mark likes me.... i hate the thought of that because i just want to be friends of right now i dont want to go out with anyone this minute of my life while i dont understand.... im just confused gosh..... well today was a half day and i was with CHARLIE, LILLY, & K LEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we hang out in 2nd hour all day lilly doesn't like K Lee cause she is bi AND DUDE THAT MAKES ME SO FRIGGN PISSED I WISH THEY COULD GET ALONG THEY ARE BOTH NICE PEOPLE....*SIGH* me &k lee was singin CIWWAF ALLL DAY LOL AND SERJ AND THE EMO SONG LOL... then we went home and i passed out and woke up at like 5:18 and then ate lucky charms!!! then listen to some music and now on the computer OMG TODAY WAS ALEXS LAST DAY IM TOTALLY GOIN TO MISS HER *TEARS** TEARS* DAMN I NEED A NEW CELL PHONE I BROKE MY SCREEN LOL!!! im in tlc now lol no More french YAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well im bout to go comment or message me~~~ sarah PEACE & <3

im falling apart, who am i?

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 15:20:57 GMT

ok so umm life sucks as always but omg we had a food fight at school !!!!!!!!!!!! it was so funny it was angels last day and he wanted a good last impresion on the school so he threw food ... lol okey heres how it went everyone came in the lunch room expecting a food fight we had are eyes open everyone was like watchn angel to see what he was goin to do so finally miss holwick tells him to dump his tray cause he had his hand in this rice/brocile stuff *are food is gross at school lol* but when miss holwick turned angel yelled FOOD FIGHTTTT !!!!!!!!!! HE HAD SO MUCH DRAMTIC SCENE IN THE WAY HE SAID THOSE TWO WORDS I HAD TO LAUGH i mean it was really funny he threw this strawberry stuff at this dude *i know his name but i will keep it confidintial lol* so dude got really mad i think he really did like his shirt lol so he start flinging crap at him while all this was going on nobody eles threw nothing we didnt want to get in trouble i was in the corner i ran, i said hell noo nothing better not touch me, tesla ran too but had applesauce on her !!! lol then the principal was like next door and started screaming as well as the janitor lol and now we have sitting charts for lunch damn bastards!!!

but today i didnt go to school i stayed home with my bro and mom but she at work now so im here typing and drinking a JAVA MONSTER it taste kind of good but i like the juice kinds better iv had all of them i had monster cans in my room for diceration but threw them out now its just the tabs!!lol well im bout to go someone please comment or message or somthing!!! lol~ peace n love

smiles never last ,we will soon fade away

Sun, 24 Feb 2008 19:07:21 GMT

im so HAPPY i got the tickets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i so cant wait ..............

i might cut my hair tonight and dye it

on saturday i was so pissed i wanted to kill myself no one cared *lucky me* no one ever cares but oh well people always juge others its bullshit when i was in third hour at school anthony threw a pencil at my head while i was reading but before thomas grabbed the pencil i threw it so hard at anthony's face then next thing you know sal * i hate this self center basterd to death* he screams out this gothic chick is pshico and lots of people starts laughing i swear next time he even looks at me im kicking his assright in front of all his friends that stupid basterd.............why do people call me gothic im emo , stupid people .....huh charlie like doesn't even talk to me alot anymore i feel so alone kenzie did i tell what happened to her .. well she moved back with her mom and didnt even tell me she took my backpack too i was crying at school that day in the bathroom i dont need her anymore i need no one i think? but i have made progress i am now friends with tesla, klee, megan,mark*his sister thinks mark and me like each other*, and van!!! missfits like me!!! i dont have too pretend to like stuuf just for them either like i did with kenzie so im happy and totally excepting who i am !!!!

~sarah peace n luv star shine!!!!!!!!!!

I will always watch after you

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 17:37:22 GMT

omg guess what im getting tickets to my chemical romance !!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so happy right now !!!!!!!!!

my sis has just a virus but nothing harmful:} !!!!!

bye~sarah

peace n love nijas

DID YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE??

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 17:04:44 GMT

HI!!! SOMEONE GET ON XANGA COMMENT OR MESSAGE ME PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!

TODAY HAS BEEN AN OKEY DAY WE HAVE A NEW EMO GIRL AT SCHOOL TOTALLY ROCKS

MY SIS HAS TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL TOMMOROW HAHAHA ... ITS NOT BAD THOUGH SHE JUST HAS A BAD COLD

MCR ROXZ ~SARAH PEACE N LOVE ASSWHOLES HAHAHA

I turnd around and so doom in the eyes of....

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 19:39:34 GMT

SO im like bored no one every gets on here but i guess they will sometime soon hopefully has anyone read "JUST IN CASE"... thats a great book read weeks ago lol i need to go back to the libray though!!! hey does anyone knows what makes them cry??? for me its books,bullies & tv shows like oprah, grey's anatomy & ONE TREE HILL!!!!!!!

my sis is cooking wow... lol we didnt have pizza money lost it ..lol I HAVE NO HOMEWORK YAH!!!!!!!! i have too be beauty in the readers theatre that means i only have 2 lines but have to act a lil and kiss jonathan eww ugly emo hater he sucks i hate him.... im gonna hate gettin on stage ... but i will get over it !!!! i drew this wierd picture in math but it's TOTALLY AWSOME !!! lol well one tree hill is comin on in a bit i still have to clean up ... *i probly wont until 9:00 pm though*

~bye PEACE N LOVE :}

PUBLISHED TO BE ME

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 21:57:54 GMT

HI ...

UMM I CUT MY HAIR UMM IM A LOANER UMMM I HAVE PRACTILY NO FRIENDS I STILL LOVE MUSIC... CONFUSED ON LIFE AGIN TRYIN NOT TO BREAKDOWN AGIN ,UMM STARTED CUTTING MY SEL AGIN,I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER, I CHANGED ALOT AND NOE ONE CARES........... BUT OH............. WELL HAHAHAHA I THINK IM OKEY?!?!?!?!

WENT TO HOTTOPIC OH YEAH I HAD TO GET EXTRA MONEY ....... I BOUT MCR GLOVES AND A TRIPP JACKET!!!!!!!!! LOL MMY BRO GOT THIS SPIDERMAN THAT GROWS IN WATER!!!! LOL

WELL IM BOUT TO GO WATCH TV ...... I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN SO LONG......... BUT THERES NOT ALOT NEW BUT XANGA DID CHANGE SOME ..........PEACE AND LOVE NOT WAR ASSWHOLES!!!!!!!!!!