| wats up!!! man long time no blog? does dat sound rite okae ill start blogin now so *yawn* okae... uhh yesterdae performed for da football game oh yea sux cause i dont got ne thin for my SOLO oh yea ha ha ha ha ha next saturdae gonna go to uhh wats dat place called??? a competition sharnin hotelz room ha ha ha ha ha ha i wanna go to disney land! okae w/e payce talks to me online im lonley an juss waitin and juss wantin to talk to someone |
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| i'm sry.. i missed you already.. i didn't actually want you to hang up..you're probably mad at me cuz i would hate me too. but think of how i'd be if i was in your posistion instead of you.. well at least it looks like i care, i don't want to shrug things off like it don't mean anything to me.. i'm sry..i'd never want to tell you anything that would make you cry..but i'm so far and i'll be staying far for a long time..i can't do anything to make this up for you. i shouldn't of said what i said before because i really don't believe i meant it. i just think sometimes that i rather have you happy than stuck and sad.. hey wait.. i know that's not true. maybe i just lie to myself too often.. you know me, i want to be selfish. in retrospect i'd want you here with me.. the selfishest thing is to cage you.but i want that more than anything. that you wouldn't leave me.and i think that the same with you, that ..that you'd choose me over usher..hehe..i don't want to cry..i don't want to make you cry..i love you and i miss you and i can be as selfish as i want if i don't hurt anybody.i'm sry i act that way. it's just hard for me to take..wouldn't you be that way? c'mon i know you would. if i said that like you did you wouldn't talk to me anymore. but i'm too weak.i love you please be open arms for me when i return.. |
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| 10 57- im glad ur having fun over there ana =p marine world is da GAYEST PLACE EVER I HATE THAT PLACE!!!!! sniff sniff.... i miss u so much time is so slow i remember when it would be like a min wit u and a life time flew by ha ha ha.... sniff i miss u so much i love u i love u... u want a child now wtf???? ana no skanky guys remember.... sniff i dont want ne thin but u so come bak its da 2nd so ur comin bak in 3 days hopefully if not then well im gonna start cryin like da baby i am... i am rite now for some reason im so sad... sniff sniff have fun okae?? well it seems like u are... sniff.... okae bye... peace eazy |
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| yay i went ballroom dancing today michael after everyone went to my aunt's |
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