| my last entry? maybe.i dunno guys, things have been pretty hectic lately so im gona write in this
well first of all, i quit cvs, i guess i was employed from january to mid may
me and mike have been hanging out alot, ive learned alot from him and hopefully he has learned some stuff in return. he even started me working at his grandfathers shop,
school ends in two weeks, i have mixed feelings about this but... wow alot has changed over this school year hasnt it? im a different person by far, and i dunno if it was a good or bad thing some things i wish were different, like my relationships with my old friends.. but i cant control everything now can i? i dont know whats going to happen, my life has been up and down for a while now and i cant get over some things easily, which makes me sad. then there are these things called "girls" who even though i try to keep my feelings under control and THEM outta my life i just cant seem to excape from all of them. To be honest, they scare me and are the source of why my life has been a constant headache since monday. i just dont know anymore guys
hopefully the summer will be long, mike will leave in good terms with everyone and life will go on, jampacked and full of suprises (and girls too i guess, they are often the point of everything arnt they?)
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| the addiction is over.. i guess
hard work + the help of other things kept me going
but im not entirely sure..
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| things are better now i hope...
even if i am a dog
ive changed
and like josh said today
sometimes people need to hit rock bottom before they change
i guess thats what happened to me
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| i guess things are better
but remember
LA MIGRA LA MIGRA LA MIGRA
:)
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| long time no xanga, but i will keep on cause i can
umm
nothing much eh?
hanging out with mike, going with the beautiful (yet cripple) lexi to prom, ummm trying to find out my stance with girls in general... and trying to find out who my friends still are
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