I was doing homework when i decided to take a little break and then i came across facebook, and from there i came across the internet. I was browsing around and i came across a old classmate's xanga, so me being me decided to read it and then decided to close my computer and start homework again.
But something hit me, i couldn't concentrate so I'm hear now after about 5 hours of homework and about a half hour in me left.
School-I'm making adjustments to the way i study. In high school, i slacked off and im trying readjust myself and that leads to me a further conclusion.
Life-I always noticed whatever i do, how well or how bad i do depends on who surrounds me. For example, I didn't try as hard as i could at Lowell because i know i would never be the best, and thats the unconscious way i looked at things. I think i remember it from psychology. I think it was called hindsight bias where if you think you're gonna do bad, then you will. Think positive, and positive things will happen. Just the other day I noticed that when I was playing softball, I couldn't play normally. Before when it was really new to me, I wasn't so fluid in my motions but after enough experience, all of a sudden, I hit a mental wall.
I'm gonna get back to Calculus. I don't know how to describe my professor. Don't know when i will put up another post.
I like listening to songs 2 or 3 years ago and looking at them with a new view with the knowledge i have now.
