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| A summation of three months' absence.I left Monterey, California.
I came to Schertz, Texas.
There were promises of paradise and good times. Neither were forthcoming.
Then a girlfriend.
Then not.
Then a job.
That's it. Is that it? That's it. Essentially.
So is it exciting? Not in the least, actually. Is it
growth? Not really. Is it bad? No, not really, not
anymore, not at the moment at least. Well.
I'll write more when there's internet in my house. If that ever happens.
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| I want to write an entry.But I've just been distracted and my train of thought is shot and I can't throw it all back together in five minutes or less. I need time to make a good entry. Sorry. Some amount of information-telling was gonna happen. But it's not gonna happen now.
I am displeased. This displeases me.
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| And still I am alive.You know what? I am beginning to greatly doubt the utility of my hard-earned "philosophical understanding." It is not bringing me to stable and enjoyable places. In certain contexts, the brain I've put together excels tremendously, but now, today, well... Anyway, I'm alive. | | |
| I'm still alive!Though you wouldn't know it to look at my Xanga entries. This is
the first time I've been able to get online for weeks. The place
I live right now doesn't have internet and often-time jaunts to the
library have not been common due to the structure of life here. I
write to announce my living-ness and also to say sorry to Erin, whom I
continue to want to write to. You're on my mind, you are.
And also hi, Nici, if you're reading this. And also hi,
Emily. And Delphiki maybe, even. ^_^ Let us hope that
internet shall be soon forthcoming.
Andrew
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| Psychological health and adaptationI really do wonder if it's possible to be so psychologically healthy that you'll do well emotionally in almost any situation, all the time. I do well in many situations, for more than I was able when I was in elementary school, but still I find myself in situations these days trouble me much more than I'd like.
Constant psychological adaptation is tiring. 
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