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Name: Meghan
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Bay Area
Gender: Female
Interests:
Working Out
Eating Healthy
Meditation
Being Thin
Personal Training Hight: 5'3"
HW: 195
LW: 90
CW: 140
GW: None
Expertise:
Personal Training
Dance
Meditation
Weight Loss
Fasting
Health
Working out *Do As I Say Not As I Do*
Occupation: Account Manager
Industry: Banking/Finance
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
10/29/2005
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| Say Yes To ChangeI am abandoning this Xanga.
It Is Official.
I can be found at:
http://www.xanga.com/HopeWithinReach
Still the same me ... Just a better name.
Please head over that way.
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| Time For A Change?5:21PM
 The newest member to the Arriaza Family (jaimes last name lol) She is laying on her "Wiggle Pocket" It is a product my parents invented. The website can be found at www.ThePuppyPocket.com
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11:00AM
I've been thinking the past few weeks about abandoning this Xanga account and starting over. The name "UnderHisCollar" is no longer me, I no longer live in the Domination/Submission sex world, I no longer live that lifestyle and it is no longer apart of who I am as a person. I have little to know ties with that now, I feel like I'm a different person.
As I'm typing this I am thinking more and more about letting go of this name and moving forward to something new.
Of course I'll alert everyone and give links ect, I don't want to lose connection with my buddies!
Possible Names:
DarkNativeEyes
HopeWithinReach
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My weekend was GREAT.
We had a nice drive up, listened to music and sung for the full four hour drive to reno. When we got there we checked in, unpacked and hung out for a little while, made dinner reservations at Sterlings (fancy place) in the casino and then Jaime decided he couldn't wait any longer to go look at the ferrets so we drove to the first Petco.
When we walked into the petco the first thing we saw were all white ferrets (which we didn't want) and then found another cage that had only two coloured ferrets in it. One was passed out asleep and pretty small and the other was running and jumping like it was crazy, and was a little larger, we instantly liked the smaller one.
When we started to handle the larger awake ferret the smaller one woke up, walked right up the glass where Jaime was standing and put her fact RIGHT against the glass and kept nuzzling the glass, we picked her up and she was just all over us and we knew that was the one.
We name is Ruby (as planned) she is only 9 weeks old, a light brown with a soft brown raccoon mask. We had to put her on hold since we couldn't have her at the hotel, the women was so nice about it, we have all her adoption papers, now I jsut need to find a Vet that will treat her (since she is illegel in CA).
Once back at the hotel we had some time to kill so he wanted to go do a little gambeling, we were down at the black jack table and I noticed they weren't carding him, so I threw a chips down just to see if they would bother to ask me and sure enough they didn't, so even though I am only 20 I gambled and I won $200! I was excited lol.
Dinner was AMAZING, I had seared shark on a bed of baby greens with an orange vinaigrette and Jaime had a steak with prawns and garlic mashed potatoes. And we both had a glass of wine (which he didn't even finish). We laughed and talked for a few hours at dinner, it was nice, and he said something to me and that has never said before, and it stuck in my head, he told me I was his best friend, maybe it was always a given, but he said it to me out loud, and that meant a lot.
Things are going well again between us. He was proud of himself for only having a glass of wine that whole weekend, and I was too.
Saturday rolled around and we gambled a little more, did some shopping, a little sight seeing and then headed off to pick up our new baby for the LONG car ride home. They were nice enough to give us 5 extra boxes so when she soiled one we had a clean one to put her in. She slept most of the way, but started to get a little restless come hour 3 of the drive.
That night I would swear Jaime just has his first child, it was like watching a new protective daddy. It was pretty cute. He was feeding her and when she went to the bath room he actaully called me over and was like "look look, she used the litter box all by herself" and omg I was just in stitches watching him.
I'll post pictures of her and our trip tomorrow.
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The new addition to our family is perfect. I think we made a wise choice to get a ferret. it fits out needs and personalities, give us an opportunity to have a pet we can love and play with but also keep caged (and safe) when we aren't at home. They are jsut so darn cute! and smart lol.
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| Feeling Better8:12AM
I'm feeling better today. Once I got out of the office and into my car to drive to my moms I felt better. This office is just sucking the life out of me lately. I work hard for his company, it has become my baby, but still, I guess it is all catching up with me. I work 10 hours a day, two of those hours I work for free, on good faith to help our small business grow. I love my job, I'm thankful for my boss for giving me, a high school drop out who was a mere personal trainer an opportunity to work in Marketing, but good lord.
I had a nice time with my Family, they took me and Niki out to his new place that opened up, it is an old fashioned creamery type place, I had a green salad and a bite of Niki's sandwich and a bite of ice cream, it was all very good and the place was just "fun". We just sat around laughing and talking.
I dragged Niki to the pet store to get some ferret food and litter, I think now I have everything I'm going to need to start my new ferrets life off on the right foot. When we got back from the pet store I helped her back her clothes since she left today for her new home.
David (my step dad) and I made Thia cucumber salad, I LOVE to eat it and he found me a recipe, it tasted exactly like they make it in the restaurants, it was SO yummy. Him and I had fun making it, he made fun of the way I chop things lol. He used to be a gourmet chef  .
Niki and I went to bed, sexual tension high as ever. That women can just look at me and it makes my body melt like no other, I'm even shocked by it lol. We talked until about 11:30 and then passed out. We both get up really early for work so we were exhausted.
Drove to work and then poof here I am.
Jaime and I are leaving tomorrow for our Reno trip. I'm SO excited about getting my ferret. My "baby' hormones have been flying off the wall lately so this should help relax them for awhile lol.
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| Money Rules The World
8:30AM
I'm anxious today.
I'm agitated today.
I think I'm anxious because I need to ask my boss for my pay check(s). I haven't been paid in nearly a month (normally I get paid every two weeks) and as of tomorrow he will officially owe me two pay checks. Normally I'm pretty laxed about it because I understand that sometimes in a small company money gets tight and normally I'm the only one in the office who understands and won't freak out, but nearly a month and my bank accounts are both nearly depleted. I have bills to pay... and I'm going to Reno on Friday to pick up my new baby ferret, I need money...
I'm not sure why I'm so anxious, I know my boss won't care.
No idea why I'm agitated.
Everything is pissing me off.
*shrugs* I just need to chill out.
Tonight I'm driving up to my moms to visit with them and Niki before she leaves and staying the night.
I made my Jerk Shrimp with Jamaican rice dish last night, I only had a few bites, it was good but a little spicy for my taste. Jaime of course loves it as he does everything I make for him. I even made an extra dinner so he has something to eat tonight while I'm at my moms, I made Swedish Meatballs with noddles and a light gravy sauce with garlic, he should love that, his two favorite things, meatballs and garlic lol.
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| I See A Difference4:30PM
At about 1:10PM Jaime called me, pretty unlike him, he rarely calls me before he goes to work, he said "I just called to tell you that I love you and I went head and refilled the laundry degurgent for you, and please eay something today."
I had a nutrition bar and some chocolate milk, together probably around 600 cals.
I'm making Jerk Shrimp with rice for dinner tonight so I'll hopefully have some of that. I wasnt so badly to eat more.. I can eat more.. I can do it... I just have to try.
9:15AM
I eel kinda light headed for some reason and my body feels really "airy".
I ate last night, and I had my aloe juice this morning.
What the hell is going on?
7:30AM
I've been watching Jaime very closely the past few days and he has been acting different. He seems to be doing a little more around the house, even without me asking. Last night he took our the trash AND put a bag in the trash can and he also "made" (ie his idea is making is buying lol) dinner. He said "today is your day off, I don't want you to cook just relax and I'll handle dinner". We had Hawaiian BBQ, I had a small bit of rice and a piece of chicken, it was very good I love that Hawaiian BBQ place, they have the best rice lol. I felt like a fatty after I ate, my stomach was not feeling well at all, my body just rejects foods for some reason.
I'm getting excited about our trip to Reno, we leave Friday!
Tomorrow night I'm going to to my parents to spend the night with Niki, she is being transfered to a different work force in the CCC and it is about 4 hours away. They are moving her because she is such a harder worker and the work at this station is VERY hard and they are having a rough time keeping women up there, and they have to try and keep an even ratio of men to women via rules of the state of California. I'm feeling a little uneasy about it, but she needs to learn to live on her own and be responsible. She will be coming back home on the weekends so I'll be able to see her then at least...
This week should fly by since I'm only working three days.
Well I need to go get some work done!
Who Is Niki?
In short...
Ok so it has come to my attention that some of my newer friends on Xanga might not know who Niki is and I think it would be a wise idea to clarify this..
Niki is my best friend of going on 7 years, and she is also my ex-girlfriend. She is still hopelessly in love with me and I still have extremely strong feelgs for her. Last summer when I broke up with Jaime my life was a wreck and she took me in and healed me, made me realize I had allowed him to control my every breath and froced me to gain confencens and become my own women. I have had to thank for my strength.
We are still very close and she alawys asks me to date her again even though i'm with Jaime. It has crossed my mind any times, it would be easy for me, even easier since she is moving away, but I'm trying to be truthful and honest with jaime as I always have been. I expect him to give me hoensty and I should do the same.
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