i am so far from who i want to be.

...i am so far from who He wants me to be.

hmm..the last two entries were a funny little juxtaposition. wayne's favorite word. man i miss photography class days.

this past week has been hell.

i almost said a lot of bad words.

::sigh::

i know my attitude is not glorifying to the Lord and i feel awful about that.

this too shall pass

Will someone please remind me why i worked like a madwoman and took out thousands of dollars in loans to come to a $17,000 school where i have to pay to do my laundry?

And will someone please remind me why i keep trying to be friends with people who don't want to be my friends and why i keep believing that people who like me will call me and want to hang out?

hi! i'm the girl that everyone loves but always forgets to call. it's nice to meet you. i'd say i'd see you around but i probably won't.

i know sooo little. it's amazing

i have so much to learn and it will take a lifetime.

i am just blown away tonight.

God is amazing and indescribable and wow.

i fell into a hole today....

::sigh::

it was actually pretty funny but my ankle hurts now.

much work to be done tonight

tomorrow holly and i start our training at the toccoa life center. i am sooo excited.