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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Currently Listening
Move Along
By All American Rejects
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Hello from the edge

Well, here I am its been a while. Most of you probably don't remember I am alive. I made it through basic training, it was actually not bad. I lost a lot of weight, and got some muscle. I fired weapons, learned combat fighting, did all kinds of stuff. I loved it.

Now I am in AIT, learning combat medic skills, how to put in an IV under pressure, learning to fire and pull a wounded soldier to safety. It is fun. but a little scary knowing your in charge of someones life. I have no regrets. The Army is amazing, you make friendships here that are tight, unfortunatly they are formed that way due to isolation, and stress. Its so great.

I am sorry, that it took s long for me to get back here. Really I go nonstop. So if you haven't heard from me its not a reject its a busy thing. I will be getting back to everyone. But you can call me.

I love the army, Soldier Medic out


Monday, August 21, 2006

9 week Hiatus starts .......NOW!

Ok, Goodbye dear xangians. I will return as soon as possible. Keep me in your thoughts and remember, I shall return!!

(for those of you that prefer the Terminator version- "I'll be back!)


Friday, August 18, 2006

3 Days Till Army

Ok, I am a stalker, I found a use for My Space, stalking. Really I am sick. I found out you can find anyone online and so I went and found someone. I can't say much else except you never forget your first crush. I am sick.

I leave soon, still feeling good about it. I think I will like the army. I have no regrets.

I am a sucker for Touched by an Angel. Tons of channels and I have to focus on the that. I can't help it. I love that show, always makes me cry.


Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Currently Watching
Billy Elliot
By Stephen Daldry, Julie Walters, Jamie Bell, Jamie Draven, Gary Lewis (III), Jean Heywood, Stuart Wells, Mike Elliot, Janine Birkett, Nicola Blackwell, Billy Fane, Colin MacLachlan, Joe Renton, Trevor Fox, Carol McGuigan, Charlie Hardwick, Matthew Thomas, Zo� Ball, Denny Ferguson, Dennis Lingard, Adam Cooper
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Less than a week.

Ok, I am still feeling good about the Army. I am nervous about boot camp, but thats about it. I decided I have lost my patience with my old job. I tried that denial approach, and while I was able to be mentally calm, it just put off the facts. 

IT IS AGAINST THE LAW FOR YOUR FORMER EMPLOYER TO INFORM ANYONE WHY YOU WERE FIRED. FOR EXAMPLE- MY FORMER EMPLOYER TOLD EVERYONE I FAILED A DRUG TEST. I WAS CALLED BY A  FRIEND WHO WAS CONCERNED BECAUSE SOMEONE TOLD HER LAST SUNDAY AT CHURCH WHY I WAS LET GO.
I should have taken care of this when it happend.

Any way, I just wanted to rant a little, really I am am over it. Sometimes this world sucks.


Sunday, August 13, 2006

Currently Listening
The Wedding Singer: Music From The Motion Picture
By Various Artists
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Countdown 8 days till Army

I am excited. No one seems to understand the lure of starting fresh. A new life different from this one. A chance to do something completly different. I have no regrets. Of course this does not mean that some of you wont get letters begging passage to Canada.

It wierd how calm I am. I feel like this is the right thing.

I started going through my stuff today. I am have been spending the last few weeks pretending that I dont have a good portion of stuff in the garage. So Tomorrow I move past denial and sort through my stuff.



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