Wow....Yet another day in the dumps...

My day has been real shitty today.It seems not a whole lot of people want me alive.x.X

I woke up at [1 2 :2 3 P.m.] and decided to take a shower...Then Rode my longboard to the Music store.I bought 8 new drumheads for my Set.Totaling at 129.06 i was like errr!

Got home and set up.....Around 5 : 0 0 p. m . And decided to take a nap beacuse i was tired and i didnt't feel like drums at the moment.Boy was i wrong.My aunt came home from work and She was pissed and so was my Grandmother.They work for these asshole rich people and they take it out all on me.Yelling and screaming how i am Lazy and that kind of shit.I came up here to get away from that....And im getting it twice as hard.I went in the garage and pretty much tore up my old drum heads.....And my arms hurt so bad after listening to SOTY/Playing along with some songs...errr trying to atleast.And i thought to myself i really have no reason to be alive..The one thing i wanted is gone.And i don't know how much longer i can withstand the pain....I hate arguments..I hate fighting...I hate...Myself...