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I know I've been gone for a while but on LJ it's all happening lol.  I think I am in love with Fully, yes that's really his name.  He's a cool guy,and we both really support each other.  It's great. 

On the job front I am turning in my application to HISD on the first.  Just gotta get the 75 bucks for the application fee.  I am trying to think of reasons why I wanna teach for the essay.  I am excited about it though. 

At target, life is ok, been working a lto for someone who's gone part-time.  ugh, I am frustrated.  Tonight was inventory night, and it was kind of easy, just counting and scanning, no big deal.  It was nice to be able to use my leet librarian skills to scan and shelf read like a pro lol. 

I had a depressive episode for a few days, but it is fading and I am feeling better. 

I miss my friends, and my boyfriend, since I don't see them and him that often.

have fun guys!

Ciao,

Vivichan

Resolution.

I'm not really one for making resolutions.   This year I will make the exception:

1. I am going to change.  Anything, something, and hopefully not nothing.  Change is good.  Even the small changes make a differences. 

Ciao,

Vivichan

a little depressed...x-posted from LJ

Life is good right now folks, dating an amazing guy, work still sucks but i am still employed.

Why do I still feel alone?

I look on my friend's pages on facebook, and they're all out having adventures...

Why do I feel the need to keep up with my friends?

I guess it does bother me a little that my friends are out having fun, but in all reality I only have a few true friends...which continues to diminish daily.

I don't know anymore. People say "let's have dinner, Let's hang out" yet I get no calls, no IM's. no real concrete planning going on. I try to initiate, but people are so busy.

I wish I could stop caring. just stop caring about everything superficial period. Maybe then the perceived suckage of my life would go away.

<3

Currently Listening A Chorus Line (1975 Original Broadway Cast) By Edward Kleban One see related

Dating for Dummies...and an update.

 Well I've been on two great dates with this new guy I met, we seem compatible I wonder where this will lead.  I should be careful not to think about it too much, cause then I'll give myself a headache lol. 

First date was to the Western Conference Championship game for Major League Soccer, the Houston Dynamo vs. the Kansas City Wizards...great game and a great time with a nice guy.

Today we went to the Movies, we saw this great indie film called "Bella"  it was a wonderful movie worth seeing, so go see it!

I kind of like this guy a lot, he's kind of nerdy which really is my thing.  Nerdy guys rock!  Anyways I am listening to some music then I gotta get ready for work tomorrow.  I really don't wanna go back to the Job, but I gots to pay the bills somehow.

Oh yeah I am applying for the Alternative Certification Program for Houston ISD.  I hope I get in, I kind wanna test my feet in the teaching pool, we'll see how it goes!

Ciao,

Vivichan

Currently Listening Severe Tire Damage By They Might Be Giants Ana Ng see related

Random Fandom posting

"Make a hole with a gun perpendicular
to the name of this town in a desktop drawer
exit wound in a foreign nation showing the home of the one
this was living for...

Ana Ana Ng I didn't know that we still hadn't walked in the glow of each other's majestic setting,
Listen Ana hear my words or the ones you would think I would say if there was a me for you."

-"Ana Ng"- TMBG