| 可能我太慣於安穩麻木, 短時間內的心情大起大落, 讓人十分疲憊。 累了, 想休息, 想停步, 想什麼都不用管。 其實, 什麼都不要緊的。 |
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| 不知道何時開始, 原來我變成了一個惹人討厭的typical女孩。 |
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| Choose Life Vs 舉高隻手今日EO2大唱《舉高隻手》的同時，我想起trainspotting。 Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life… But why would I want to do a thing like that? Choose better life, 揀揀揀揀揀，到最後，只是繞過一圈，返回未開始的起跑點上。 今日，我大概只是舉高雙手大叫投降，裝作自己有得揀，裝作自己不是半途而廢，不是欠缺堅持毅力，不是欠缺鬥志信心，堅稱自己在choose better life，想把自己都瞞騙過去。 Do I want to do a thing like that?? |
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| 童話書從成長中 難免要學會失望 或許我早就該習慣失望, 沒有感覺的事才可以stay long, 是這樣嗎 沒有伙伴的感覺才令人最最難捱 好難過的每一天, 快點放工吧 |
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