Hey Ya'll! Okay so haven't kept my word on keeping you posted but I'm doing the best that i can! Anywho....UPDATE: Well for all those who care to know i am busting my ass trying to try-out for the softball team this year! now where that goes IDK... but, this whole college thing has me dazed an confused...I seriously want to be like a trama nurse or surgical nurse! that sounds so much fun!!! well you get me, interesting fun, not like i love to cut people fun! lol Anyways so far the best community college for that is butler... but it's only two years right! Everyone seems to have their plans... heidi to mizzou... lauren to Cosmotolgy schoo... Jen to Pratt... Camden signed with Dodge City.....Tyler W. signed with Graden City...Mike and Jarrod signed with Friends...Jen Noel signed with Seward....Shelby signed with Bethel.....Ben and Logan are getting an apartment in el dorado.... Chelsea and Emily are getting an apartment at Kstate.....Rachel Srib is going to Kstate.....IT JUST SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE HAS A PLAN! god what a loser i am! lol anyway im doing what i can... So mark seems to get better at times, but others he's a dumbass like when he says he'll call and DOESN'T DO IT! that ticks me off, but you learn to deal with stupid things...all in all he seems okay besides the fact that he never comes over anymore, don't answer when i call, and seems to be acting like he did when he first moved there... perfect man right! lol why do you boys think we get so bent out of shape over things... am i wrong for that I THINK NOT! he changes his mind everyday... some days he calls and is so sweet others he calls says he loves me call him back and i do and he don't answer, there for NO PHONE CALL TIL 3aam!!!! god... whatever so all in all things suck!

Leave me LOVE!

Hey Ya'll.... i learned the new meaning to that word in Texas this weekend. Our PALs class went there for a confrence and boy was it unexpected! They don't talk like ya'll think they do... i have never seen more black people in the same room dancing... OH MY WORD the way they dance is way worse than what i ever imagined .... but you wouldn't guess that from our school... here it's like being G rated... there it was XXX! wow! NE who... everything's good really, Mark and I haven't faught in a while we get along pretty well now that everyone's getting along, my cousin good i guess he has his own life, own gurl! OH lauren... how i miss you my love, we haven't seen each other all weekend... but my love i will be back and you and i should chill this weekend... celebrate life itself... but shit's going down hill, had four days off now back to 6 day work weeks and long ass nights of catching up on good ol' Harden's algebra that is totally fucking stupid! did i mention i hate algebra... school blows altogeather and all i do is work! but i must go for i am wasting time... away from Klussey's articles! lol... ya'll come back ya hear! lol

peace out playaz!

Hey ya'll! i really am getting better at updating! so, ya not much here just bored as hell, being 18 brings nothing but VOTING and playing the lotto! which i played for the first time, and won a free ticket HELL YES! beginners luck baby! so, other than that nothing really happening january jams is the best! hot brown sugar and sweaty basketball players! mmmmmm... my kinda night! of course nothing ever happens thats very interesting but window shopping cuz boys lie! but whatever, life goes on! Anywho its Sat. night and im sitting on my ass watching T.V so ya'll best hit me up.....

lata playaz! Meg

Hey ya'll! it's only been a few days i guess im getting better..... So not much happening! I"M ONLY EIGHTEEN now! can you believe it... GEEZ! so not much came from that my car got plastered with writings (thanks to heidi) and everyone from school wished me a happy birthday! MARKUS even remembered and called me! he even showed up for dinner... can you believe that! im in total shock...its nice having someone who finally cares about you! jeez! took ya long enough, anywho..so the next day i got sick my back hurt so bad i couldn't get out of bed but finally on some meds like PAIN PILLS... and antibiotic.Dr..don't know what's wrong with me they think it has something to do witht he kidney! but anywho off to work on Klussey's news stories GAY but i'll be back soon...

LOVE YOU ALL

MEG

Hey Guys! it's been an extra long while! been super buzy all i do is work work work.... working at shoe carnival is really a "circus" lol ha! anywho... now that the holiday's are over :( i get to get geared up for my BIG EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY! only 5 days until my big one! im so excited! anywho.... So the down low on the love life, mark and i got back togeather for the holidays but however we cont. to fight! Cliff my love has come back into town but just seems like when everyone is home all there is is DRAMA! either mark can't keep himself from getting into dramatic situations with his friends consisting of them making up rumors or him acting shady. but whatever...... its just like valley but way way worse they are a 4 A school... small town... rednecks! ya... so im really really excited for this PALS trip to austin... it's gunna be fun with KG me and Krista and Tiffany...miller who also turns eighteen this week! so i'll keep ya posted.... hope ya'll had a wonderful holiday and keep in touch... love ya

Meg