arghhh!! talk about stressing the living shit out of me when all i try to do is be a friend. i hate all this mother fuggin bullshit that everyone puts me through. fukn annoying. i try my best to help everyone out, n then in the end who gets shit out of it? ME!! no one thinks that im racking my ass to make everyone else happy. erghhhhh. pissing me the fuck off. but watever....no matter how much i complain....it aint no use. none of them understands. so boo-yahh all you mother fuckers!! *flips the middle finger* hahahs. (sinister laugh)

as for what has happened so far in my so called interesting life....A LOT!! there's been so much shit going on i dont even know where to start. first off..i wanna say..although i didn't know Bobby Tang, im sorry to hear he has left behind all of those people who did know him. losing someone special in our lives is never easy, so i hope you all the best on your road in life without Bobby. just know, although he is not there in person to hang out or chill with you, he is there in your hearts & in the skies above to guide you.  as for joel & ricky..i dont know what to say. all i wanna ask you two is..."why?" why were you guys so stupid? why did you guys go along with it? why were you EVEN there???? whhhyyyyy?????? but then my questions cannot be answered until your trials..so until then...i won't ask anything. please know though...we had a lot of good times. and you both were there for me through thick & thin. i will never forget all those times we went out. all those times when i got bored, all i had to do was pick up the phone & tell you guys to pick me up. i didnt even have to ask. i miss you both although the crime you guys "committed" was horrendous...there will never be a day that will go by where i will stop considering you guys my friends. i love you both.

SHOUT-OUT OF THE DAY: Miss Erika Leung!! hey babe. i havent really been out with you for hella days, but just know...i miss you tremendously. and although you aint going to POP6 (pooey i might add) i will continue to love you...even though it may be a little less. hahas. jp. you know i love you like WHOA!! =] kk..gotta end it here now...but remember booch face...i miss n love you. *muahs times a gazillion*

ok..so much has happened since the last time i wrote in here. it's been too long a while to even remember everything that happened. one big change in my life...telling him it's over. it went on for over 2 years and we ended on a pretty bad note, but theres nothing to be done about that. we know how we both feel, but this is the better solution. as for anything new? i got myself my Daddios. hehes. "Hi Daddy!!" i guess to look into the future, you have to know when to let go of the past. Me & Son had our times. we went through a lot, and from this i believe we've matured through our mistakes & know not to make the same mistakes again. life's changed, and we've changed, and honestly, this is for the better. i'm sorry to have put you through all of that. i never wanted to bring that upon you. you know i dont wish you ill. i'm sorry....thats all i can say. but at least, now we both know we weren't made for each other. & that we COULD move on. thanks for everything. you were my man & my friend, & im sorry we ended like this. but i guess this is all i can give as an apology. goodbye to what we had, to what we will never have, and goodbye  to you.

And as for my Daddios...HI ANDY!! i miss you buttmunch. *muahhhhs*