HEY PEOPLES THAT ARE READING THIS!!!!

I am engaged... lol I am not engaged to Carl don't worry I am engaged to my lovely bf Maggot. I love him to death!!! We are getting papers signed next year. As of having the ceremony we are doing it this year but i is hard to explain we are not doing it a church we are doing it in my bed room.....

Ok well....

I am here at my house with Carl, Randy, Nick, Savannah, and Emily.... They are all trying to sleep except for Carl.

I really don't know what to do anymore. I love Carl but yeah he "can't do it right now"... That really sucks for me thought because all I really want is him. So yeah life is pretty sucky right now...

Randy is always there for me I know, and yeah I have alot of people that like me but yeah ....

I don't know maybe after all I wont be with anyone unless they re gonna be with me for awhile and I know they will be and I wont be all attached and shit and get my heart broken... Well I dont know... Hearts are broken everyday.

It just seems like it is always mine. I have had my heart broken so much since my last weblog...

But yes I do love Carl and I guess I just made him feel like shit... I really miss being with him but yeah I don't wanna be in a nother relationship until I know that I will be in it for awhile.. That basically means until I know a person is truly in love wityh me and wont let me go ever...

Yeah. I am gonna go sleep now so yeah I will post anpther weblog some other time...

I love you all...

Ok so me and Carl broke up and now he wants to see other people.

I think he is just letting me down easy so does Shane and Nealy... And Randy I think... Randy says the whole dating idea is stupid because Carl said he wouldn't get attached but what happens if he does... I don't know what to do exactly vbut I am thinking of taking him up on his dating other people offer.... So yeah I can date someone else and practice gettng better abd he can date other people so I am not all over him when he comes over... So yeah...

Om, I am trying to find something to do because I am bored.. My mom when she wakes up is gonna take me to the mall to get some job apps... I think I might work at Vanity... It is a preppy store but hey Shane has to dress preppy to work at Universal so what is wrong with me having to dress preppy for a preppy job I may get?? There is nothing wrong with it because it's only for work...

So anyways, I am gonna go for now.. I just thought I'd update and tell everyone whats going on between me and Carl.

Love Ya'll Bunches...

Lindsay

Hiylo People...

How is everybody this wonderful 2:19 in the afternoon?

I am fine. Just sitting here with my tonsils out with my throat hurting like hell because I sneezed like 15 minutes ago!!!

I miss my baby already and he just left maybe 30 minutes ago... Last night was fun I guess... I went to Gary's apartment to see him. He was hella drunk.   Yeah before we got there Garyhad to stop at Miccy D's for two double cheeseburgers for Alvin and Carl and he asked if I wanted anything and I said I did but I couldn't swallow it so he said let me know when yoy can swallow again. So we told Carl it was gonna be like "Gary I can swallow now".... But yeah Gary is so nice he said remind him that he should buy me a double cheeseburger and he will... yay I fell special...

Well, got to go love y'all...

<3 Lindsay

Ok xanga is really boring. It just seems like there is more to do on myspace. And xanga is gay. It doesn't just tell you when you sign in that you have new comments like myspace does. You have to scroll down through your weblog and find the comment thingy majig and then yeah... Anyways

Myke and Randy are here and Carl and his little sister Savannah will be here soon. I wanna meet Savannah real bad. Yeah I am bored and want something to do... I want my baby more like.

Well I havent written on here in a hell of a long time so I figured I would do at least one weblog.

Me and Carl have been going out for 3 and a half weeks now so yeah I am over Steven all the way now the only person I wanna be with is Carl now.

My brother is out of Prison so he came over yesterday and visited me and Randy. Chris made some inchiladas and brought them over for me my mom nealy and Randy to eat and some cookies. We went over to Mykes house to see his snake and my brother took my cigs away until I held the fucking snake I was so scared and then Steven decided to bad mouth me right in front of Nealy and he wanted to kick Stevens ass really bad. Yeah he took all his shit out of his pockets and was about to get up and beat stevens ass.... He should be scared but he walked out of the house yesterday cracking his knuckles like he was something Nealy should be afraid of....

Well got to let Myke on the fucking comp so yeah ttyl