does anyone know the details about rissa's thing tomorrow?
i want to go out there but idk anything about it just susan had
said it was monday. so if you know time, where, all that kind
of stuff let me know please. thanks alot. i love ya'll and him

Live, Laugh, & Love*

hey darlings ; well. i know that i have not updated in a long time. xanga is just REALLY boring. i mean myspace &* facebook are a million times better. anyways. i will do an update on some stuff. just to catch all of ya'll up on my life. =] hehe.

My Weekend.

friday * at school i had a field trip, the beta club went to this science lab then to east chase to eat. i stayed with 6 girls. so it was me, sr, rachie, rachel c, amy, ava, and jennifer. after we ate at chick-fil-a then walked to starbucks &* got our double chocolate chip fraps. we went running across the little road thing and went to abercrombie ; holliser ; american eagle ; and stuff like that. we took a bunch of cute pics. =] then after eastchase we went to this garden place. it was boring, but we took pics &* picked flowers. haha. then we went to snow biz then back to school during 7th period. we just hung out. then after school, rachel and i went to the playground at the baseball fields and sat for a while, then we went to the lee vs. st.james ball game. we played with AC [ hayden's brother ] for a while. haha. that was funny. then SR came &* we all hung out. it had been a while since us three had like hung out. we had alot of laughs and fun though. after the game. SR came over &* rachie was going to. but she didn't end up coming. so yeah SR stayed the night.

saturday * we woke up at like 11. SR left. i got ready &* went out to the skatepark to talk to BO, COREY, &* BRiAN. they didn't talk much so i left. then i went to see failure to launch, it was HORRiBlEE. haha. so after that me &* brooke went to taco bell. then we went out to eastchase to shop. then went to get my clothes from my house &* i went back to brooke's &* stayed the night. &* we watched a movie &* did some scrapbooking while i texted colby then i went to sleep.

today * i went to chuch, i left after the 1st part. then i came back home &* ate with the missonaries. then i went running. 8 miles. =] then my shoulder started hurting really bad again, from friday when i fell off the fence, so i have been just sitting around because it is really hard to walk with it hurting so bad. it hurts, i will prolly have to go to the doctor's tomorrow. but yeah. so this weekend was pretty laid back but good. =]

Love Status

well, i am single. but i do like someone. most of ya'll know who. if you know me well. but as of now, i have so much stuff going on with cheer. i can't get into a relationship. so i am just going to like him &* if he likes me after tryouts still. then i will go out with him. because he is a wonderful guy. so i hope he will, but if not. then i will just wait &* find someone soon.

School

school has been pretty great. i have all A's on my report card. which is good. =] seeing all the new cheerleaders is awkward, really sad. but i am getting used to it. i am really not sure what i doing with next years school choice, i will decide sooner or later. but right now i am just going to live the rest of the year the best i can, so that i will have a good rest of my 9th grade year. =]

well that's all. leave comments. i love you &* him. xoxo- mal

fAREWELL fROM gOODWYN cHEER. =[

GOODWYN CHEERLEADiNG. <3

hey kids ;  well yeahh uhm, i am going to update.
everything is good/sad. for me last night
was 9th grade farewell. =[  it was amazing and
sad at the same time. our performance was amazing.
we did so great. everything stuck & mrs.justice
was so suprised that we are sending her to disney world
as our farewell gift. she was very happy which is
always great. =]  hehe. anyways. we had all been really
sad all night, but after we performed then we went to watch the
slideshow, it really hit us. that we would not all be together
anymore, we realized how close we all have become to each
other, and how we are all going to miss each other majorly. so
we were all like bawling. it was bad. seeing all the pictures
everyone when they were young, and all the pictures from
the past 3 years was really sad. we all have grown
up together and it's over. which is hard on us.
it is really difficult to try to make myself think that it will
end up being okay after this. it won't. this is
going to be a really hard time for all of us.
you can't put 11 girls together for 3 years straight.
during practices, school, games, everything.
then tear it all apart. it won't work like that.
we have all made so many memories, we all are like
sisters now. sure we argue sometimes. if you spent this
much time with the same 11 girls as we do then you
wouldn't get alont with them perfectly.
i mean we spend more time with each other than we
do with our families. we are all so close. and
now, we all won't be able to hang out as much.
we aren't goodwyn cheerleaders together.
we are regular people, i've always been a
cheerleader while i have been at goodwyn, and
for these next to months i'm not. i'm just me.
 well yeah, it will be really hard. but i will deff.
keep in touch and still hang out with all of them.
and hopefully everything will fall together and work
our for all of us. we aren't goodwyn 9th grade cheerleaders
there are new girls for that now. and we realized that
today at tryouts. we all started crying. it's hard.
but there is an amazing team for mrs.justice to
work with next year. 36 amazing girls made it on
the varsity, and 18 on c-team. they will do amazing and
i will be able to look back and say yeah i was a goodwyn
warrior last year. =] sure it will bring back tears and memories.
but that's part of life. and i am so glad i had the
chance to spend the past years with these amazing girls.
i love them all to death, and even if we don't cheer
anymore, i am always here for them still. =]


[[ sometime next week i will put pics from c-team till now of us ]