| If you choose a sleezy football match over my return, there's nothing i can do for your preference is already clear. If you continue to fail to be sensible like an adult, there's nothing i cld do anymore either, coz if you can you wld've already by the first billionth time I've pointed this out. I've fought hard enough; by now all is left are delicate strings of grief and disappointments you're still continuing to snap and detach with your own bare hands. Am I ever gona understand how you function? Are you ever gona know for urself instead of classic "I don't know why.." by the time everything explodes right in ur face? Its nobody's fault; but what can one do anymore for you to have some common sense?
Is this a complete waste of time? Tell me this is true--and i'll walk away--for this is the only and final thing i can still do. The world continues to move with or without you--when are you ever going to bloody understand?
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| Happy birthday to me! photos r on facebook and thx again for everything everyone! Luv'yaaaalll~!!     |
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| What is a degree qualification but another social conformed "achievement" if you don't enjoy the experience and really learn everything to be learnt in the three yrs? Do we really need that piece of paper to prove that we have learnt wat the three yrs has to offer? Is it not worse and a waste of time if the course has nth else to offer midway but you're still there just to hang on till the last minute just to get that piece of paper? Then is the certificate really a prove of knowledge or just a prove to society that yes u have hung on in there for three yrs? Say u chose to change that midway into sth else that has more to offer. What will the society say? That you're undecisive, have wasted so much time and money for nth, and that you're just one of the current generation of people who continues to stay in their study just to hide from working? Say ur powerful enough to ignore the world's judgements, but wat if ur second chance ends up being the same as the initial? Which would bring a great regret? Or wld the risk be worth taking and everything will turn out great? I duno wat to dooo i wish someone cld tell me the "answerrr"... |
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| Hm i think my report + all the workload is driving me crazy... |
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