i am soooo sorry! i seriously have not updated in forever. very very busy basically, with a lot of other stuff thrown in. there was a mass shooting at a mall here in omaha, and i just so happened to be there. so i've been dealing with that, plus school, and cheerleading, and totally neglected this site. won't happen again, i promise! haha. enjoy girls! and tell me your favorites! or anything else you'd like to see on this site.

[1]sometimes a girl doesn't

need anything more than

your hand in hers,& your

thumb gently tracing circles

on the back of her hand

[2]I remembered all the late night talks & all the words I was so comfortable saying to him, but I would have never been able to say to anyone else. I remembered all the songs that take me back & make me smile. I remembered all the promises, the ones we both knew would be broken. I remembered all the moments he took my breath away & how he knew more about me than I thought anyone could. I remembered the games we`d play cause we talked about so much I couldn`t think of anything else to say. I thought about what kind of person could have thrown that all away & hurt someone that much. Going into it, I never thought it would have ended like that. After wanting someone for so long, it`s supposed to be perfect, right? & everything should last forever. But I fell out of love, & when you`ve loved someone you just want them to be happy. Even if their happiness doesn`t involve you..

[3]confidence is the secret to all beauty.

there is no beauty that is attractive without confidence.  

[4]It's okay. It's okay to want something you can't have. It's okay to keep friendships when you don't want them, or want something more. It's okay to cry when you're hurt, and it's okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, it's always gonna be okay.

[5]We seem to have this unspoken affection for each other. Maybe it’s even love. We can’t show it, and we sure as hell won’t admit it. But it’s always there, kind of tugging at us, but we’re always too afraid to see if that tug is an actual pull.

[6]In this weird & twisted way I know you miss me,
not cause I wanna believe it`s true but cause
you'll never find a girl that can put up with you,
you`ll never find a girl who will care as much as I did,
cause no one else will waste all their love on someone like you.

[7]you remember the things you survived

more than the things you enjoyed.

[8]when you look in his eyes & he`s looking back at yours,

everything feels not quite normal, cause you feel stronger

& weaker at the same time. you feel excited & at the

same time, terrified. the truth is, you don`t know what you

feel; except you know what kind of person you want to be.

it`s as if you reached the unreachable & you weren`t ready for it.

[9]Well, don't stop texting,
keep your fingers on those buttons.
till they go numb, till 3AM.
you're the reason I love losing sleep. 

[10]Sometimes I like to put my forehead against your chest

& when you suddenly put your chin on my head & wrap

your arms around me, I can’t even explain how I feel.

[11]i love staring at people sitting at a stop light.
even though it may seem rude, you can learn a
lot about people within that ten second range
that you are with them. they're confidence, or
lack of it, shines through at that very moment
they realize you're looking at them:; for they can
either look away, or they can stare right back  at
you and hold that gaze until the light changes green

[12]i remember we were driving in your car,
the speed so fast, i felt like i was drunk.
city lights lay out before us, and your arm
felt nice wrapped around my shoulder.
and i had a feeling that i belonged,
and i had a feeling i could be someone 

[13]just because somebody doesnt love you the way
you want them to, doesnt mean they dont love

you with everything they have

[14]this life's like a roller coaster and i'm not strapped in;
maybe i should hold with care. but my hands
are busy in the air saying, "i wish you were here.."

[15]it's amazing what kind of power you have
over me. you make me feel every emotion that i've
been trying so hard to hold back. you make
me laugh, you make me sad, you make me jealous,
you make me angry & excited. you give me that
temporary happiness that i need to go on. & as much
as i hate you for making me feel all of these unfamiliar
feelings, i love you for it so much more cause i haven't
felt them in a really long time. basically,
you make me feel alive again 

[16]After awhile you start to get sick of a lot of things. You start to close yourself off from the world; you start to shun everyone out of your life. You just want to be left alone & you start to believe that the world really does hate you & no one really cares about you, & the only person you can really depend on is yourself. But really, you need to face the fact that this is reality. You can't automatically change what you want life to be. Life's just life. It just happens. Whatever happens, tends to happen for a reason. You can't exactly make life into something really happy, like it's some kind of switch, you know? There's no switch, no On or Off button. You just gotta be a good girl & suck it up. If friends backstab you, it's okay, you'll meet new & better people, share new things, & probably gain some & lose some, as they say. In life, of course you're going to get your heart broken more then once, but it's okay because in each relationship you've had you've learned different things from your partner. They either taught you, helped you, or made you into a better person. Each relationship you're in, you can fix the mistakes you had in the past relationships; you get a second chance. You'll meet many people who will inspire you, inspire you to be a better person, but in the end, it all adds up. Are you willing to put all the tears, all the pain, all the hurt aside, & live life? Make life as something really special, make it like it was your last day, never worry about tomorrow; worry about today. Never let words get to you; words are cheap. Actions speak a lot louder, you hear me?