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Sun, 15 Jun 2008 05:36:53 GMT

Grrrr!!!! I need my own place. It would be so nice to walk to the bathroom naked without worry. It would be so nice to BE DONE WITH FUCKING COLLEGE so I can get a GOOD JOB and stop waisting my time. I want to pay my own bills... I want my own financial struggle. I want to marry my fucking fiancee already. Fuck you spell check, I don't know the alt code for the "E" you want in that word. I want to fuck him without interruption because apparently the people I live with just assume that he and I never fuck. Sure my OWN MOM buys the damn birth control pills for me, but thats BESIDE the point. I want to cuddle at 3am in front of the TV in MY OWN living room. I want to be free...

What is one thing you find yourself doing that you promised yourself you never would?

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 17:27:55 GMT

Being engaged. I promised myself an independant life. And here I am, planning a life that is co-dependant.

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What is your worst dating experience?

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 02:27:55 GMT

Sorry bunny,

probably the first few times I tried to date Flickie. We met back in high school, and I had already been in a terrable relationship... because of that and my own psychosis this relationship went terribly. I broke up with him many times because I loved him, lied to him, cheated on him, etc. Even thoguht I know he suffered more than I did, I did cause a lot of damage to myself... MY destruction did not end until I was forced to realize that he won't hurt me, and upon me trying to avoid it, I have hurt him... a lot. That kills me. I think my suicidal tendancies are a plea from my conscious trying to redeem myself from the tortous nightmare that is his high school years. Oh sure, he did date other girls, and I was happy when I thought he was happy. But it was all a facade. He wasn't happy.. he wanted to be with me. But my pshychosis wouldn't let it happen. Nobody knew what my damn problem was, but some of us who knew me knew that I was a seriously disturbed young girl. The sickening part is that he still loves me... we're together now... all has been forgiven, but why?

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What would you do if you suspected your significant other of cheating on you but couldn't prove it?

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 23:09:01 GMT

I couldn't help but be entirely annoyed when viewing other people's answers to this... it seems like everyone can totally bypass the "what of you CAN'T" scenario one way or the other... The question is asking how would you handle it if you COULDN'T prove it... but you THOUGHT it were so.

Now that my rant is done and over with, if I couldn't prove it I'd ask, and offer a 3 some...

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Should gay marriage be legalized? Why or why not?

Sat, 31 May 2008 03:33:42 GMT

And, give me one UNBIASED reason that it shouldn't be. NO god.

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What are five things you hate?

Fri, 30 May 2008 15:55:05 GMT

Listed in order:
1. Stupidity on an advanced level. (This encompases many things a person can do...)
2. The use of "are" when meaning "our" specifically.
3. The word "Prolly" (How does one get "Prolly" from probably?
4. The term "Reverse Racisism"
5. Whn a homeless man asks me for money. There are a few bums that hang out by my college, and ask the college students for money... WHY WOULD ANY ONE ASK COLLEGE STUNDENTS FOR MONEY? We're ALL broke. And every day, the bums are there, "You got some change?" And everyday, "Nope." As I light up a cigarette. They ask for those too, but my answer remains the same.

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Do you think it is OK to be friends with ex girlfriends or boyfriends? Why or why not?

Thu, 29 May 2008 21:20:57 GMT

Just browsing the answers, and couldn't help but notice most of the "no" answers... I think, to answer to these particular people, it truly depends. Was it really a romantic relationship? even if it were, why can't they be a friend? Because you two broke up? I think it truly depends, but if I were to give it a blanket answer it would be, "yes." Any one person can be a friend to any other person... point blank. The rest is just details. So what that the relationship has hard feelings, and all of the, "remember whens..." and all. Either the two of you are strong enough to deal with it and move on or your not... very simple.

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What is your favorite movie quote?

Wed, 28 May 2008 01:06:20 GMT

"You're Drunk" -Brian "You're sexy" Stewie Griffen
-Family Guy

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When you look at where you are in your life, are you "behind"? Ahead? Right where you want to be?

Sat, 24 May 2008 07:03:06 GMT

I get a mulitude of answers. Sometimes it feels like I'm way ahead. I am 21 and looking at completion in 6 months. But, I feel way behind in life, becuase I'm 21, jobless, and live with my parents. I also feel behind because I feel like my social skills could use a lot of work... I have no friends except for Brian and distantly Leon. I feel right where I want to be only in my romantic relationship.

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WOW

Sat, 24 May 2008 01:09:47 GMT

Okay, so
I moused over my picture, to see an array of links pop up. All relevant to things I talk about. One of them included "Assisted Suicide" because of the featured question I answered. So, I clicked on it. Clicking on it caused another array of links to show up related to the words. "Bored at Work?" was a RELATED link... wow... rofl. That was too weird. They... ...don't really offer assisted suicide to people bored with their jobs... ...do... ...they?