so there's some things that have been going around in my head for about the past 20 minutes and i figured they would be better off on here.  i found out tonight that my ex boyfriend's mom is having some medical problems, and i wish there was something i could do for it, but i know i can't...but you know who you are, i will be praying for your mom every night and i hope that she has the strength to fight through it.  and if you need anything, i'll do it in a heartbeat.

the other thing that got to me was that he asked me why we don't hang out anymore and that he missed me...well to you again, i just want to say thank you for opening my eyes to what i've been like this past quarter. i've blown off some of my friends all for a guy and that's not who i want to be.  i actually thought about this last night, i don't know who i've became over the course of this past quarter, but i'm slowly beginning to see what i've done and i just want to apologize to all of you that i have hurt and let down.  i'm gonna work on changing that.  i love you guys very much, i hope you know that and i'll work on this quarter being a lot better.  please find it in yourselves to accept my apology because i love you guys. 

i know you may think that someone can't change, but i'm gonna try my hardest to do so.

yesterday was the second day of spring break...i slept until like 1:15 or so..i know, it's bad lol..then i just hung around the dorm and while milly was gone i just watched tv and stuff, things weren't too exciting.  after milly got back we ate dinner and watched some shows on mtv...lol. then we decided we were gonna go get some movies, so 2 18 year olds venture out to find a hollywood video...it sounds easy, but we made it trouble lol...so paint this picture: 2 18 year olds getting lost in attempt to find hollywood video to rent 3 hilary duff movies...haha, good stuff! so then we went back to the dorm and watched "raise your voice"..which is a real good movie.

so then today, we went back to miamisburg to visit some old teachers, i had a lot fun catching up with them! then we walked around the mall, decided to act like kids and try on pretty dresses lol and then we went and ate lunch at ruby tuesdays..yumm...so thats all we've really done today.  tonight we're gonna watch tv and watch the 2nd of our hilary duff movies "the lizzie mcguire movie" haha i love bein a kid again!! have a good day everyone!!