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Sunday, August 14, 2005

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 20:26:54 GMT

so this weekend was soo much fun...

Friday, i went up to eat n park to visit amber, cuz she was payin for me, haha... i was just chillin there when this group of 2 guys and 2 girls get in the booth 2 seats up from me... one fo the girls comes over and asks me to go 2 a party wit them, and gave me her number... to make a long story short, i told her the deal wit me being in to boys and she was like thats ok the guys we're wit are too... so scotty found himself 2 hotties... i met up wit them later, but not at the party cuz the party apparently didnt start yet b/c the guy wasnt home... so i just chilled wit them for alil bit... they live far away so im not tryin to make nething of it... it was just kinda cool to meet new ppl, and some fellas... but neways back at enp molly was there... i always have fun wit molly... shes a blast... i bothered amanda while she was waiting on molly and of course kylie was there and we had some fun...

Saturday, worked in the morning and talked to some ppl... barri and i were supposed to hang out but she had family stuff to do so i made plans wit amanda... well she didnt call until late but i was hungry and had already gotten my taco bell b4 she called... so she wanted to meet me, where else, at eat n park... i got yelled at for eatin taco bell in the resaurant so i had to finish it when i got home lol.. how lame is that... but neways michelle called me while i was up there cuz her b/f blew her off and wanted to eat.. so michelle came up just as amanda left so i stayed wit michelle for alil bit.. she went on vacation this week.. i hope she has fun...

Today, just got off work bout an hour and half ago, just chillin today... not really into going out or nething like that... really tiring weekend... but i got big plans 2morrow... well ima get my paycheck, stop over at this new outlet store across from my bank and just see wat they have, then later going shopping wit Amanda and Jen... gonna be really fun... we're probably gonna eat afterwards which is exciting... i love to eat lol... well thats my update... one piece of advice tho, stay drama free... its a good thing ;)...

holla

Friday, August 12, 2005

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 19:25:35 GMT

so here i am again... just chillin'... this week has actually been sort of relaxing... almost stress free, with the exception of the funeral chaos... was a hard couple of days emotionally but everything has sort of calmed down so its better...

in other news, life is great... i had a long hard day at work yesterday but i wasnt even really stressed or pissed about it... I love my friends they r the best... ashley and I were cuttin up all nite... we're like the mean kids in school, lol... then of course theres michelle, she had to join in on the fun... i saw barri b4 she left right when i started, and of course she adds to anyones good mood lol... there was some point in the nite where ashley rubbed up on my ass and was like "sorry", and she was like "wait no im not, i liked it... but u probably didn't"... i was like "hell yea i did, id turn for u for one nite..." and she was like "just one nite?" and i said "nah maybe 2, depending on how good u are..." it was just too much last nite... then theres amber... love her... she didnt work last nite tho, but we talked for alil bit... oh and who can forget amanda and molly... molly cracks me up... cant say y tho, haha... confidential information lol... but amanda, jen and i are gonna try and go shopping this week... i needs some shoes... some more jeans and shirts and just about everything... i dont really needs it, but id be nice to have it... shoes i do need tho...

other than all of that, ive just been chillin' enjoyin the last few weeks of my summer... all the drama is out of my life, thank god... my parents and i r on beter terms and just workin on the love life... but thats lookin up... not gonna talk too much bout it cuz i dont wanan jinx it... but im out (in more ways than one, lol, j/k)...

holla

Monday, August 08, 2005

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 18:40:27 GMT

so its beeen another long day... Went to breakfast wit the whole family this morning... Helpin my family get back together and get through this hard time... its still such a shock to me that my uncle past away... i mean we werent very close, but he had been nothing but respectful and nice to me whenever I saw him... he will be missed very much and everyone loves him...

tryin to lay low 2day, not really in the mood to go out and party hard... not that i ever party "hard" but u all get the picture... Tryin to go to the gay club sometime this week... gotta get my group of ppl together... Everyone ive talked to said they wanna go its just a matter of getting the day where we all can go at once... Im just tryin to meet ppl... but thats all for now.. nothing big really planned for the day... the day is young tho... ill probably end up going out late 2nite like always... well until lata

holla

R.I.P. Dominic Bergamasco, 8/7/05...

Monday, August 08, 2005

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 04:16:54 GMT

what can i say i keep it real...

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 21:04:45 GMT

ok again my computer sucks ass and havent been able to update this thing... i feel so out of the loop now... but its all good... and in no particular order, heres wat ive been up to...

michelle had a birthday... shes the big 20... she had a get-together wit like 20 of us from work at the hard rock... it was really fun... I drove Amber, Pam (moon-unit), Barri, and Kristin (bangs) down there... he ride was interesting... 3 white girls, a white boy, and a black girl... now thats entertaining in itself... ummm but yea we rode the incline afterwards and then went home... it was just a fun time...

keep fighting wit mommy, but wat else is new...

got a new phone... that was exciting...

trying to get a car... should hear about it 2morrow, but we'll see... keeping my fingers crossed...

talking 2 some1 new... hoping all goes well wit that but thats all ima say bout it cuz i dont wanna jinx it...

but other than that just chillin'... workin my ass off to get some cash in my pocket... my life really isnt all that exciting but i have fun living it... Im living my life for me and its a good thing... not dealing wit bullshit nemore... i mean the bullshit comes and goes but i just shake it off cuz in the end it really doesnt matter... particularly the b/s that i go thru wit my mom... its a daily thing now so i dont really sweat it nemore... but yea that all... see u again in another month lol...

Monday, June 20, 2005

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 17:01:59 GMT

ok ok i know i havent updated in like 2 weeks about, but its not my fault... my computer decided it wasnt going to work then my internet was fucked up so i wasnt able to do nething bout the xanga... but its all good now, i hope... so wat has happened...

I graduated!! WOOT... thats nice... it really hasnt hit me yet... i dont think it will until my first day of college... speaking of i got my schedule... its the easiest fucking schedule in the world... im excited about it, lol...

So scotty's still available... was lookin kinda good for a potential alittle bit ago, but that was thrown out the window so i have really nothing to update u on in that dept... who knows maybe ill meet someone 2morrow.... lol that was funny...

so hopin to do somethin later 2day... michelle might call me and we might go out so ima see how that goes... if not ill find somethin to do... i got paid today so of course i wanna get out of the house...

nuttin more to say really... maybe ill have more to update u all on soon... until then... peace

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 19:27:26 GMT

so wats going on?!

so last nite didnt relaly do nething oober exciting except for the fact that nika and I went to Eat n park... didnt get my phone call last nite but i got it this morning... gonna take them to work for 4 or 4:30 and then pick them up later and go out... dunno wat we're gonna do yet but im sure ill figure somethin out... get ur minds out of the gutter... but im just sittin here tryin to waste time until its time for me to leave... hopefully ill have somethin interesting to update u all on, if not ill have another pointless post... ive been doin good wit this thing for the past few days... i probably shouldnt have said nething cuz knowing me, i jinxed myself... life goes on... until later...

holla

Monday, June 06, 2005

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 22:44:37 GMT

so what did scotty do today???

we had our graduation rehearsal at school 2day with our incompetent graduating class of 2005... i mean our we could be smart... if we used our heads... of course there had to be one dumbass to screw us up, and we all know who that is... granted wasnt a big deal, but still thats besides the purpose... and basically that was all i did... i went and got my paycheck and again, saw my whole graduating class eating at my work... thats the whole point of me working in monroeville... so i dont see them muthafuckers... w/e life goes on...

just got back from eating dinner wit my cousin melissa... that was kinda fun... we havent done that in awhile...

im just sittin here hopin a certain someone calls me cuz i want to A) get somethin or B) talk about sumthin... i just need to clear things up wit this situation b/4 i go insane... i got it really bad and this always happens to me, ud think id be used to it right? nope... but ima go for now... hopefully ill have sumthin interesting to update u all on... or maybe ill have a long drawn out sobbing post... who knows... depends on my state of mind throughout the nite... we all know how quickly my mood can change...

holla

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 23:22:59 GMT

so new month, new layout... ima really try and make an honest effort into keeping this thing udated over the summer... we'll see how it works out... on to my weekend...

so friday, went out wit nika and molly... suprise, suprise... i always have a good time wit them... I actually was invited to go to the chior banquet wit a special someone, but i seeing as the situation still isnt cleared up, i didnt stay... i still gave them a ride there tho... i havent talked to them since, but ive been tryin to get ahold of them... we'll see... but neways, there was alil twist this time to our going out, robin came... was refreshing to see someone new around... of course where did we go... Eat N Park... and nika and molly sat there gawking at a certain someone as he walked by ... thanks guys... i got real aggitated tho later that night and all i wanted to do was roll into a ball and cry myself to sleep... twas a mixture of things that were bothering me, but i eventually got myself to a stable state of mind...

Saturday, i worked early in the morning... i had alot of fun there actually... i got out early but thats not y... amber and i always have alot of fun at work together, dont know why we cant at dances ... love u amber... we decided we're gonna get married one day, but we're not dancing at it, lol... later that day i picked nika and molly up from a grad party they really didnt wanna go to then went out wit Gina and her sister michelle... they got me free food from panera :smiley:... then of course we went to enp for desert... Barri was working... I lvoe her, but she put me in a certain somebody's section and i was so uncomfortable the whole time... then i got depressed about it, but of course i was able to bring myself to a stable state of mind...

now today i worked got my schedule for the week, which is only one fucking day... weds. 4-8:30... im not gonna complain too much about it cuz i dont take initiative to get more days... so ima just take it as a short vacation... enjoy my gradutation on thursday and amber, ashley, and i are making plans for some time this week... that should be fun cuz the 3 of us always havefun when we're together... But thats all i got for now, cuz now im just rambling, so ill ttyl... lets hope i can get a resolution soon....

holla

Friday, June 03, 2005

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 18:29:34 GMT

so i know its been like forever since i posted in this goddamn thing but thats just because i havent been in the mood, plus nothing eventful has really happened, but i do have some stories for u all... so here goes...

so I was naive for awhile thinking somethin would happen wit a certain co-worker of mine, but that clearly went nowhere... im kind of over that and have moved on to someone else...
now im stuck in another situation... as far as monday, i;ve seemingly been put on the back burner for a 2 year crush, which is understandable.. i mean im not gonna lie, id probably take the 2 year crush as well, but at the same time i know how shitty i feel... but im not exaclty too sure bout the situation, nor am i sure how to approach them, or address to them that i'm confused and dont know wats going on... i dont care if they do want me or not, i just hate this gray area where things arent so clear... I just hope it gets cleared up soon...

now work... Ima be serving there soon... hopefully within the next month or so... I really need a position like that... itll give me the extra money that I need...

Prom was fun... wish i could go again... didnt go exaclty how i had imagined it to, but it was still a nice nite... i regret not going to after prom, i heard it was alot of fun...

So school is over, just waiting to graduate next thursday... thatll be a sadday.. the last time all of our graduating class is in the same place at the same time... ill be a mess i know that...

Been dealin wit issues wit my parents, but things are going suprisingly well... we talk more now and are more open about stuff, which helps the situation around here more...

looking forward to the gradutation parties over the summer... I have so many to go to... Ima try and go to all the ones I can... even if im not too fond of the person, ima try and make an effort to go...

Well thats bout all i have to update u all on today... well see wat 2nite has planned for me... hopefully something monumental thatll put me in a good mood... until later...

holla