WannaBEthiin's Xanga

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 03:44:22 GMT

So I know I've been gone forever but my parents got really worried about me and I felt like I was pratically under a microscope so I gained back some weight

I'm sucha a fattass. Serisouly. It's disgusting.

So new measurements as of July 15, 2008:

waist: 31

hips: 38

bust: 36

Thigh: 23

wow. I'm gross.

So new diets starting tomorrow. This time, I'll just keep it hidden better. :)

This will work.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 01:17:00 GMT

Not too bad today.

B-200

L-1/2 yogurt(70) Cherries ???

EDiiT

D-Bust- went to Father's Day dinner and binged. Not too bad like lean meats like chicken, but i had some dessert

so I probably went over 1000 cals but definately not over 1500, and going to the gym tomorrow morning then hanging out with my best friend.

DANCE-INSPIRATION!!

saturday

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 17:42:17 GMT

B-Slept thourgh (0)

L- Popcorn(100) Apple, Raw, no skin(40) T:140

S-Fuze Slenderize(10)

D-TBA

Definately still sore from Dance Camp, constant dancing, and definately gained definition in my legs more and my arms.

But definately still way too tired to work out. (Dancing from 7 am to 2 am with a few breaks inbetween)

Thinspo later?? Dance theme maybe??

THINK THIN.

Friday

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 18:39:39 GMT

B-Oatmeal(100)

L-Tuna(90) Bread 2 slices(70) Mustar(0) Cantaloupe(15) T:275

D- Smart Ones Pizza (370) Water T: 645

S-Special K Cereal :(( (130??) T:775

O-Snuck out like midnight last night/friday's midnight and was running around the neighborhood to avoid cops so running/walking 3 miles(250) &&& Dance practice for two hours

I'm so tired but our maids that come twice a month are coming soon and have to change my sheets but I think I'm going to nap anyways and I dunno.....

And I need to shower, and maybe hit the gym later if I'm not too tired. Just to weights since dance was cardio. I really want to go shopping. And ughhh I started my period so I'm bloated and I hate it because then I look even fatter than I am!!

W: ~~1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8~~

EDiiT

Ate spk cereal so I feel kinda guilty but it was all before 7 pm and I haven't eaten since, except for chewing gum and water, and I had a good work out today plus some ab stuff and guitar hero can really wear you out if you stand up and stuff!

THINSPO

ICONS

I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goal.
I will reach my goals.

Thursday

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 19:43:08 GMT

B-Oatmeal(100) and SPK Waffle(80) T:180

L-Subway(300)

S-Saltines(90) :PP

O: 3 hours of dance soo tired

D-TBA

W-XXXXXXxx 2 more for the minimum amt.

Babysitting later??

I need to go call them to confirm. :)

Love you girls.

Last day of School :)

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 04:02:53 GMT

But I have Drill Team stuff everyday this week

which is actually a good thing- 4 hour work out tomorrow and dance is a cardio strength combo. So good.

except it make my legs too muscular and my calves nasty and huge :PP Barf. I hate my legs, and my nasty thighs.
Barf.

Uhmm oaky eating day.

B was like SF oatmeal and english muffin, half of each...120??

and lunch was subway so like 250??

and dinner was a hamburger patty with ketchup and cherries.

so not too bad but it could've been better. But I just feel like my dad thinks I'm fat. And that's one of the reasons my self esteem is so low and my life is like this. He jokes but I don't take it that way. That's why I don't swallow half the food they think I'm eating and just spit it out in my drink. I hate it. I just want to be skinny. But summer is here and I'm excited :)

Summer thinspo edition tomorrow?? Love you- feel free to comment! I need support!!

Saturday!!

Sat, 31 May 2008 15:24:47 GMT

B- SF Oatmeal(100) Canned Fruit in Water(70) T:170

L-TBA

D-TBA

O-Dance dress rehersal all day so dancing and practicing.....(???)

Hey so drill team has been kicking my butt lately but that's good because I've been working out like crazy!

I just hate food so much.

I hate it.

I hate fat. I hate my stomach. I hate this all.

Crunches. Thinspo defaintely later.

Tuesday

Tue, 27 May 2008 23:23:21 GMT

Back from the cabin.

ate horribly but worked out alot.

B-Oatmeal(120) Cereal(110) T:230

L-Peaches(10) Tuna(90) T:330

D-Soup(160) Saltines(90) T:680

S-Green Tea Lemonade at Strbcks(130)

T: 810

Not too bad. Just okay. I wish I worked out today but my sunburn hurts like a bitccchhhh

argggg

Stay skinny girls :)

Thursday

Fri, 23 May 2008 03:24:29 GMT

B-Oatmeal(120) T:120

L-Turkey(30) Peaches(10) 1/2 Cookie(60??) Apple(60) T:160

D- Oatmeal(130) WW Muffin(130) Saltines(100) :( T:360+280

S-Yogurt(70)

T: 710

O- 3 hours of dance soooo tiredddd

Wednesday

Thu, 22 May 2008 03:08:38 GMT

Bad day again. I suck. So much stress. I just need to stop eating. Seriously. I hate food.

B-Oatmeal (200)

L-Tuna(90) 1/2 Yogurt(60) Cookie :(( T:250??

S-Dark Chocolate bar (130) T:580

D-1 piece of pizza, and brownies. Water x a billion

but I said no to icecream, and it not that I ate alot of brownie but I ate one which is still bad

O-2 hours of dance(700+)

3 hours tomorrow. Hopefully less than 500 cals??

T:580+dinner. Probably like 1200 or 1000 cals. I always over estimate though. Its a good thing to do though.

stay skinny.

New waist measurement:24 inches :)