Currently Listening Weathered By Creed see related

- Don't Stop Dancin'

This song is my new favorite theme song of life.

So--yeah. Can I just say a couple of words here? God, you're amazing. I'm honestly captivated by Your goodness to me. You are faithful. You are good. You ARE still on the throne.

So, I did talk to Andy, and yes, it did turn out just as I thought it would, and honestly, I'm thankful. The talk went surprisingly well. I didn't cry, not even after. And I was honest. And for that, I think he was grateful. I learned a lot, and I think he did too. All around--it needed to happen, and it worked out really well.

And if you're thinking what I think you're thinking, the answer is a definate no.

So right as we were saying goodbye, my phone rang. It was Ryan, the transfer student? Ok so he hits me up, and we decide to go out to ice cream and to a movie--he treated, and I haven't had so much fun since...well, for a while. Ryan's awesome. He's just the kind of guy that you can just laugh with and be yourself and feel like you're not an idiot.

I got back, super stoked to tell my roomie the story, and I walk through the door, "Mel--do you know any Skinnis?"..."um...yeah, actually, I do" "Then these are for you"...A DOZEN YELLOW ROSES. For no reason at all. None. I was totally shocked. I really didn't know how to react. ((They're gorgeous by the way))

What I learned today? I told it to my cousin best when I said, coloneljacko: It was not polished at all
Want2BeBeautiful: awesome
Want2BeBeautiful: it doesn't have to be for God to use it
Want2BeBeautiful: God looks for genuinity.

I guess now it was yesterday, I was really crying out to God genuinely. Now, I'm not saying that I'm gonna up and start dating. That's not going to happen. What I am saying was that God heard my worship. God heard my heart's cry. And when I finally let God have the things I was clinging to, He told me that who I am is quite enough.

I am nothing without God, and I'm so thankful that He's taken over my world.