Hi no one. All the thoughts and feelings to be expressed in this blog will be honest, ableit many will be expressed indirectly. As anyone who knows me already knows: I already have a Myspace. Well, I have never posted on it, and I don't remember the password to it. Nor do I remember the password to my previous Xanga. Ofcourse, I don't have regular access to a computer, as demonstrated by the time that I'm writing this: 5:35 AM. (Yes, I've been up all night.)

I have decided to name this blog War of the Soul, to reflect the spiritual war that I constantly fight WITH and AGAINST myself. The former being the connection to God that keeps me alive; the latter being the human nature I must overcome to experience unclouded Reality. Since the theosophical nature of the experiences that are subject of this blog transcend the linear realm of thought, the truths I wish to express at times can't be expressed directly through language, but can only be implied through extremely careful usage of words. They can be described, but not ACCURATELY communicated. So despite the best of intent, nothing posted here is infact True and nothing should be taken literally. Infact the most critical statements will be the ones you would naturally ignore, for there is no possible logical interpretation. You must see the Truth for yourselves, and I hope that you will read this and focus deeply on it in an effort to do so.

Please don't disregard my words simply because I am human. As previously stated, nothing here is True. These words are reflections of the Truth. And though I have not attained the highest Truth, I have attained emanations of the Truth that go beyond the physical world. As I am human, I make mistakes. Some self-contradictions will accidentally be posted here, and so I apologize. Some "apparent" self-contradictions will infact be intended paradoxes used to imply the nature of some universal truths I have discovered. If there is something here you don't understand that you want me to explain, or you know of somewhere where I have contradicted myself or made some kind of error, please inform me by email. I will reply with thanks and either explain my words to you more thoroughly thereign, or correct myself at a later post in this blog. I greatly appreciate any other sort of feedback also.

Incase you have not already noticed, words such as "truth" and "reality" have different meanings depending on whether or not they are capitalized. When I use the word "truth" (lowercase), even if I put the word "universal" in front of it, it refers to some emanation of the divine Truth. This does not make it untrue, it means that is not the absolute Truth (capitalized) that cannot be accurately described or understood under the generalizations of thought and that one does not experience until they are at the end of their spiritual journey. "Universal" truth is a term that certainly shouldn't be taken literally. I use this term only for lack of a better word. It refers to a truth that can refer to the entire universe, not just something specific within the universe, without contradicting itself. I will go more into these terms and the nature of Truth in a later post.

Also, feel free to leave a comment as long as it relates to the site. If you wish to discuss personal matters, please email me instead.

If any of you actually took the time to read this all the way through and found it interesting, please email me and let me know. Such news would make me very happy and encourage me to continue writing. I would like very much to thank those people (who theoretically exist) for returning the patience and thought that it took to write this for you.