song for the day: mr. lonely by akon

well...i haven't wrote in here for a very long time. so for some of you who actually still keep up with xanga, this is for you.

i've been a pretty bad friend and i didn't even know it. someone helped me realize the hard cold truth about myself.

VICKY: i haven't been that much of a friend to her. i fell asleep during our conversation the other night and many other times too. i also don't really say much to her either. so vicky, i'm very sorry for all of that and any others i may have forgot to mention.

SHANA: while i was eating dinner tonight, i also thought of someone else that i haven't been a very good friend to. i know what i did to her can't ever be taken back, but i wish with all of my heart that i could take it back. i talked shit about her behind her back, and i know she might still be holding it against me. i don't blame her. i've been a real ass to her after we broke up. since then, i've tried to make things better with some friendly gestures, but i dunno if it worked. i've also heard from someone that she may have something against me, and i think that's it. so shana, i dunno if you forgave me for what i did to you, but i am still very sorry for all the trouble i've caused you...even if it has already been almost two whole years. that was the only thing in my entire life i ever regret doing.

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