I'm tired.
I want to not have to do anything, so that when I stay in and relax all day, I don't feel like I fucked up and wasted valuable time. There's more rumors floating around again, and that's just want I need. I'm so glad to be done with the fucking music building gossip. I hope my name never gets mentioned in that place again. Most of the shit that floats around that place is just that, shit, and it's annoying that so many stupid bitches capitalize off of it. It's how people's reputations , relationships, social status, and respect get ruined. So if you're one of those people: Fuck you.
Next.
I'm done with my recital, which is wonderful. The downside, and I knew this was going to happen, there's no recording of it. Thanks to certain people and their inability to help when it is needed (for example, picking up your phone is the first step), I'm having to do multiple recording sessions after my recital. I guess in the end it will be ok, but some of that music at my recital was the best I've ever played it. Others, not so much, but still, it was my SENIOR RECITAL. I only get one of those.
I'm definitely not going to grad school now. Just don't really want to do any more school in general. So I figure I'll still apply for jobs and audition for blast!, but we'll see how that goes.
I have to move out of my apartment this week. I'm looking forward to having a month to just relax. Even though I'm still doing some work and practicing a bit, the weight on my shoulders is much lighter.
Anyway, I'm out.
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