Watch_Your_fn_Mouth's Xanga

Monday, November 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 20:38:37 GMT

Why does she do it?

He told her he loved her
she believed him
He told her she was pretty
She believed him
He told her she was different and thats why he loved her
She so believed him
He said he'd visit her, once he got his license
She believed him, even dreamed it
She knows that she loves him,
She really does care
But now she starts to question
All he's ever told her
She's always believed him
And is afraid not to
But she doesn't want to be hurt
She so tries to block the road to her soft heart
He always breaks in
She can't keep him out
She knows she'll always love him,
He says he'll always love her
But this we cant confer
For they live far apart
He told her to wait,
Wait for his license
She hates to wait
But says she'll do it anyways
He told her he had to go
And she started to cry
She always gets attatched
To things that may not last
She listens to what that boy says
Wishing he will always stay
She tries her best
To believe in his words
He told ehr he loved her,
And she will always love him

Monday, September 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 06:46:31 GMT

dude...i missed this xanga...lol...im so ...booooooorrrreeeddddd...uh anyways...clash day...yay! woah...rhyme much...hah

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 17:49:24 GMT

new xanga..dont ask why the name is what it is... http://www.xanga.com/XiXaMxNOxONE

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 17:26:44 GMT

ok so onl adrienne comments...i guess she's the only one who loves me...besides emily cuz she doesnt have computer access cept for when she goes to christines and writes in her xanga but yeah ok...im gonna make a new xanga and then let u know what it is...laterz

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 16:45:59 GMT

i love how no one comments in my xanga..its uh..cool...neways..guys look..i know im not in such a great mood ok and i just don't feel like tlkin about it or tellin u why...its not that big of a deal but yeah its summin that bothers me. It happens from the time i enter school to the time i get home but i dont even know if its just me being stupid or what but just let it go and sooner or later maybe i'll either tell u or it will get fixed alrite?

anyways today...was weird..

so chris came up behind me and was tlkint o me but i nvr heard him and he yelled at me and then tickled me and then i tlked to him..lol..he uh..oh i wrote him a note last niite and i gave it to him today..im scared..

Mark is a loser head and so is Rob...

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 19:57:55 GMT

by the way..jake is the same person in everything im talkin about...well that says jake...comprende?

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 19:55:44 GMT

ok...so today was...mm ok..i msacked chris' ass today b/c he told me to..lol..

hmm.. So...did u ever have the feeling that you missed going out with sum1 and u wanted that sum1 back but it totally didnt work out but for sum reason u don't care b/c that person makes u safe?

ok well that didnt make sense so let me explain it using code words...

Sometimes I think about Jake. I wanna date jake again even though it didnt work out at all..maybe things just moved to fast or maybe i'm just liking jake out of self pity or nervousness or jeoulsy or sumthing. But Jake sumtyms makes me feel safe and just..I don't know. I don't even know if I like jake or if im just making my self like jake or what....its so confusing...I don't want anyone to know the real person b/c i dont want it to be a big deal...

Mr. K and Christina are goin out now..I don't know what to make of it..In a way I find it to be a good thing....but at the same a bad thing but I did tell her I'd support her in what ever answer she chose and so I'm gonna stick by that...I love that girl...she's my lesbian bitch lover...haha.. Make a Pro and CON list..lol..

Kiersten has strepted (sp) throat so she won't be in school until thursday so i guess we can't present until friday. Cool...lol.

So Chris...nothing new has exactly happened.. I mean...god do i gotta spell it out? ASK ME OUT! lol..nah I'm not in a caring mood about that riite now...dont ask why..

ok so ppl keep noticing that I'm not a "happy" camper a lot riite now. I don't completely know what it is but sum of it I do know but I don't want to say anything b/c I don't want to make it a big deal b/c I don't know if its just me or if im just in an irretible mood or if I'm imagining it or what so for now..I'm just gonna know its there but not let anyone else know...comprende?? mmkay...

Spanish..hahahaha...lets just not go there..I love that kid to death...I know i do..I hung his picture up on my wall yesterday...finally able and ready to admit I like him and always will...but its not that big of a deal anyways. I mean come on...first love...first lots of things..(besides for my first kiss with Alex...nothing could beat that...lol...) but seriously...He's not that bad..he's actually pretty niice...the same with chris...but if u get in the middle of him and his friends...yeah he can be a butt...

alriite...I'm gonna go and tlk to mark about jake..later

Monday, September 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 19:57:05 GMT

Ok...so today was ok...yeah obviously i found out chris was single and shit and so that started it off well..

hmm...i really have no idea wat to say today cuz i have nothing to complain...well ok..i do have stuff to complain about but i dont know if i wanna write it in hear cuz i'd feel bad b/c of reasons...but yeah...

ok well...i think ppl who love me...should write comments in here...plzzzzzz

Monday, September 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 06:45:07 GMT

omg omg omg omg omg..i just found out...CHRIS IS SINGLE AGAIN!!! woot woot!! uh...anyways im upset cuz i cant find my rings...so guess what im doin tonight...cleaning my room...all over again...iight well gotta go to school..later

Friday, September 16, 2005

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 18:43:18 GMT

i have nothing to do this weekend...talk about boring! Chris gave me his sweatshirt today..i..yeah nvm..then rob called him dirty and made me wanna slap him..ok well im bored so if anyone wants to hang out...call me up..please!!!!!