I finally had the guts to go to his site...

And read what he wrote.

God I miss that kid.

God I miss our friendship.

And Man amI glad our relationship is over.

Does that make sense?

To me it does....and that's all that matters.

I know for sure we will meet again some day.

in college maybe after

All I know is....it will happen.

And things will be so different.

I'm already a different person than I used to be.

I think I had to totally let go of the situation in order to let go of so much more.

I had a lot holding me back and bringing me down.

I feel like a totally different person.

I feel free.

Closer to God.

And happy.

I'm just glad that I know some day we will meet again.

I didn't want it to be over....I just wanted it to end.