I would be lying if I said that I dont feel the way about you anymore as I did in past, the time when you and were passionate and very close. And i would be lying if i said there is a day that goes by where i dont think about you then fall deep into my thoughts of you and then let out a...sigh of passion and think to myslef god I miss her so much.The pain that sleeps with just one eye has be awake for so long. I try to go on like i never knew, im awake but my world is asleep, I pray for this heart to be unbroken cause without all im going to be is incomplete. I dont mean to drag it but I cant seam to let you go. You are the only one lady im my life who I said i love you to and truly ment it from the very  bottom of my heart, your the only one who I gave my true heart to. I dont know if you will ever feel the same way about me, but i still pray maybe one day...one day you and me will be deep in love with each other and we be together again . When I am in the air force and out seeing the world if I find another some one I will love the very same way I love you I will make sure the lady is just like you. But i already no there is no other one human being on this earth that is just like you in everysingle way. There is no one like you. I miss you so much Brittany I just want you to know that I love you and I will always be there to support you and help you no matter what you need anytime you call me ill  be there for you always.

Love Josh "Forever & Ever Babe"

There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection

In my life I love you more

I gotta tell ya, I need to tell ya. I will always love you so, so I know I have to let you go,  but i'll always keep you in my heart in my soul, in my thoughts and prayers. I promise you, I promise you I will.