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Interests: Tennis, Basketball, Surfing, Football, Getting in shape for ROTC, Studying, Reading random stuff, Singing in the showers while getting so fresh so clean, Self improvement in every and any way possible, to become the master of the universe... :)
Expertise: Don't you know? I am the master of everything!!! So I am an expert in everything... haha J/K! NONE! I am dumb! I hope I can become a good cook though, since I am single and need to survive and cook myself. Will be an EXPERT! :) Oh I do have one expertise, once you see me, you run away... :( I am a GIRLS/LADIES/WOMEN REPELLENT, which ever one you prefer to called. I am the biggest procrastinator you will ever know...
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Member Since: 8/15/2003

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Currently Listening
More Than Words/The Sweetest Days/Still
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Haven't had time to write on this xanga thing for a while, but anyways this now is somewhat like a place where I can b!tch about the this modern society and it's people.
As most of you would know, I am somewhat of an outgoing person, I can talk pretty much to anyone.  I can sometimes over react to somethings, but I dont have a bad temper I can safely say.  Most of the time I wouldn't really care or take heart to what most people say to me, when it is insulting me, making fun of me, especially I wouldnt really care if they are just screwing around with me.  But I will get very irritated when it is just f@*king constant bashing, constant insults, no encouragements, all day long and sometimes some people would say things overboard and they would treat it as if it was nothing...  To those that needs to constantly bashing people, they need to consider other people's feelings, you may think that you are just saying whatevers just kidding around, but sometimes you may say some very hurtful things without knowing it.
This is not directed to a certain person, or a certain type of people, but I just had a realization that words can hurt alot sometimes...  I say this cause before I said things to people without thinking about their feelings many many times before.  Now I know, I should not do the same because I know how shitty it feels.


Friday, July 01, 2005

Faith?  What is faith?  Having strong believes in something that you can't see, know or be proven.  Today I was walking around this 4 mile lake around where my parent's house is, it was nice and relaxing.  It was tranquality, I started thinking about my recent past, thinking what can be done, could have been done.  Should I have even given so much into things that I don't know what is going to happen?  Now it is too late to draw back, so what to do now?!  I don't know, maybe if God can hear me, and there is a really an almighty God, he will show me the meaning of having faith in him and having faith in the people/ persons that we trust, love and care for.  Because what the future will hold can not be seen by people, we must believe that we can be the change in our destiny, we must have faith that the best have yet to come...


Saturday, March 12, 2005

Currently Playing
These Are the Times [Canada CD Single]
By Dru Hill
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Maybe someone can apply this to their relationship or their marriage... Just an idea you know?!?!? haha

Two married buddies are out drinking one night when one turns to the other and says, "You know, I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage.

I take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, get undressed in the bathroom, stick my foot in the toilet and pee down my leg to prevent splashing sounds. I ease into bed and my wife STILL wakes up and yells at me for staying out so late!"

His buddy looks at him and says, "Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, throw my shoes in the closet, jump into bed, slap her on the ass and shout, 'WHO'S HORNY?!' and she acts like she is asleep every time.

Hahaha... these are some really interesting facts: Hope I won't offend anyone...

5 Reasons Sex Is Good For You

Better sleep. A sexier physique. Stronger immunity. Sound like the effects of the latest wonder drug? Nope, it's just the many physical benefits of having a satisfying sexual relationship.

And all this time you were just making love because it was fun! If you're looking for more reasons to get romantic, consider the following:

    1.  You're getting a good workout. Would you rather run 75 miles or have sex three times a week for one year? While both burn the same number of calories (about 7,500), one is decidedly more pleasurable than the other. Regular sex - which burns approximately 150 calories in a half-hour -- is regular exercise.  You'll have all the same benefits of spending that time in the gym, including improved circulation, lower cholesterol and the release of feel-good endorphins.

    2.  You won't get sick. According to research by Dr. Carl Charnetski, professor of psychology at Wilkes University in Wilkes-Barre, Pa and co-author of Feeling Good is Good For You, people who reported one or two sexual episodes per week enjoyed higher levels of Immunoglobin A, the antibody that helps fend of illness. 

    3.  You'll feel happier. In addition to the obvious boost in satisfaction, feeling secure in your relationship leads to a greater sense of well-being. Women in particular may see even more benefits. Researchers at the State University of New York at Albany found that women who regularly came into contact with semen were significantly less depressed than those who didn't get a dose of those potent sex hormones and naturally occurring opiates.

    4.  You'll reduce stress. People who get it on regularly report that they handle stress better. The release of climax will get even the most anxious lover totally relaxed, and you know you'll sleep better.

    5.  You'll live longer (and look younger!). A British study of 1,000 men found that those who had at least two orgasms per week had half the death rate of those who indulged less than once a month. Sex can make you look younger, too, according to neuropsychologist David Weeks, who found that men and women who reported having sex an average of four times per week looked approximately 10 years younger than they really were.

Hmmmmm... I dont want to seem like I am a perve or anything you know... BUT DANG DON'T YOU WANT TO LIVE LONGER? DON'T YOU WANT TO LOOK STUNNING? Immortality! Take it, its yours!  Ladies any takers?.... If there are any, I won't have to go to the gym anymore!!!... hahah

Ok, crap... I need to get back to reading and writing my papers, and studying for Finals!!!! ARRRRRGGGHHHH IRON MAN'S WEEK! hahaha I am getting torn up by the knowledge that I am trying to attain...


Monday, February 14, 2005

Currently Playing
If You're Not the One
By Daniel Bedingfield
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haha... wonders of the world, I never knew that I could feel this way.  Today is valentine's day, "love" is in the air, well on this day I want to tell my parents, my sisters, and my friends I love you guys.  If I dont have you, I dont know where I would be.  This is the first valentines that I spend alone for the past 7 years, haha wow!  I didnt know that I am that old.  Yes, my day can be better, but to think about it, its not so bad.  I cooked myself a pretty good dinner, Lemon basil chicken with hot links susage pasta.  Now I will good to the gym and try to loose the fat that I just ingested into myself.  I really need to go back to the gym, haha I am FAT!  its not just fat, buts it like FFFFAAAATTTTTTT!  probably that wide too.  Then I will come home and shower and meet a friend for some boba.  Oh another reason I can be happy about would be my 96 on my midterm for Sociology 189 class, that is a grade that I havent seen in a while.  haha  Anyways, I dont want to continue with this boring stuff.  So I just want to wish everyone a happy valentines day; to the single ones that feels lonely on this day (Valentine's day is overrated... haha shhhh).
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Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight...



Thursday, October 28, 2004

Its always the darkest hour before the light shines again.  When one already thinks that he has hit the low point in life, but never saw something more devestating would come, that is something that one should never experience in life.  Have you ever had somethings that you wish that you never would known or found out about? 

When I found out about something that I wished I never knew about, it crushed me.  I never thought it would happen, well at least not this quick.  I guess people change over time, their heart, their feelings, their morals.  When I found out the news, I didnt know how I suppose to feel, how I suppose to express myself.  I didn't even know what to say to myself, I felt so trapped and suffercated.  I almost broke down last night, but then I realized what are the tears for?  Why do I still feel the way I feel?  When it means nothing to the other, why do I feel so strongly about it? My heart and my head dont know what to think... like its entangled in a hole of deep shit thoughts... but dont know what to think, and dont know why I am sad about it... cant find the reason to be.  Its not even something that I should care about, its not something that I shared my pain for.  Its just something that I wish I never knew.  But all I can say now is I wish the best and all the happiness that you deserve that you may not have found in me...  Good Bye...



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