well i am off to get pics made...damn it all... i hate taking school pictures..at least i get to see justin YAY but still...damn....poo.... well i went shopping got 8 shirts a pair of shoes some earrings for me and a pair for justin..yea he has both his ears pierced...lol... and umm 2 neckles and some big sunglasses.....then my dad took me to sonic..i felt spoliod...i still do..i dont like it

<3Britt

o yea my moms b/f is takin us....hmm this shud be interesting...lol j/k

i let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain

with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you

i can't believe the way you took me down
i never saw the pain
coming in a million broken miles
like poison from my veins

(chorus)X2

the hate and the fear
the nightmares that wake me up
in the tears
the nightmares and (the hate)...

sigh...DAMN IT...whats wrong with me..i should be the happiest person in the world right now and im not even happy...damn what is wrong with me....

how do i go from this to this  so fast and so easily...someone please anyone just pray for me and justin we are going through messed up time right now...

there

is

no

beauty

in break downs

<3 = </3

ok well im gunna update i guess

well im pretty much the happiest chick in the world right now after my b/f made me the sweetest video i have ever seen omg it was so sweet...i cried...yup...i love him so much ... ahh its like whoa...haha if that makes any sense at all .. but its amazing... ok

well

im gunna stop being all mushy

today we looked at houses for sale and i really like this one...only cuz i got the upstairs bedroom yessssss lol ok neways..yea i like it a lot but i dont think we will end up gettin it...poo..o well i wanted to live in sage grove but my mom said it was to "low class" haha yea um ok she is just a poo face...no but i am tired of her...neways...im going shopping with my dad today...man i hate parents...lol they should just like dissapear for like a month...ok no not really cuz there wud be so many pregnat chicks , hungry kids , and dead babys...and an evern bigger war...ok so maybe the parents shouldnt go away for a month..lets say a week..sound good? sounds good to me lol...my mom told me to make sure my dad spent at least 250 on me at the mall..but i dont think i can ask someone for that kinda money...i unno i mean thats a lot of money and it just sounds spoiled to ask for that much..and plus i barely see him...so its like hey dad i want 250 ok? ok...see now i just cant do that lol neways i m gunna go

<3 Britt

tehe i love justin for ever and for always......

o and just incase he sees this

*baby u mean the world to me too..and i dont see myself with anyone other than you so u dont have to worry...my heart is all yours, im sorry i have been so ill lately but there is just so much going on..and yea u know all that i dont really wanna post it on my xanga...so the world can see...but im the happiest girl in the world when i am lookin in your eyes and i can tell you love me as much as i love you...well baby im gunna go now and i will always love u *inserests kiss here lol*  i love you baby- byebye

********

random:

hahaha

OMG haley knows what i am talkin about but one day justin wore my old purple sun glasses and that reminds me of him sooo much

HECK YES BUDDY!

Is it OK if I speak to you today?
You've been pissed off for a week now
But nothing I could say could make you look up
Or crack up
Is there anything that I can do
Anything to show you

You're a bitch
But I love you anyway
Oh you can't sing
But you still put me to sleep
Baby
You're a bitch
Hey hey
Hey hey
You make me sick
But don't ever go away

So you tell me that there's nothing left to say
I drive you face the window
Then you're in my face telling me to grow up
I wish you'd grow up
I can't wait until you fall asleep
I wonder if you know that

You're a bitch
But I love you anyway
Oh you can't sing
But you still put me to sleep
Baby
You're a bitch
Hey hey
Hey hey
You make me sick
But don't ever go away

La
La la la
La la la
La la la
La la la
La la la
La la la
La la la
Whoa!
Uh!

You're a bitch
But I love you anyway
Oh you can't sing
But you still put me to sleep
Baby
You're a bitch
Hey hey
Hey hey
You make me sick
But don't ever go away

Yeah you're a bitch but I love you anyway
So why don't you...
Stay

lyrics that remind me of justin <3<3<3

And I want you to surrender
--Bush

I've got another confession to make 
I'm your fool 
--foo fighters

Pick me up now, I need you so bad -- blink 182

Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms--rascal flats

If I could take your pain away 
I would scream for you 
and I`ll bleed for you 
so you`ll never feel this way (again) 
When you're in my arms (again)
I would scream for you 
I will bleed for you -- hidden in plain view

ok thats all i feel like looking up right now cuz i am lazy lol

i <3 justin ALWAYS AND FOREVER

<3 Britt

justin made these for me on our 10 months yay

 yay

its the thought that counts lol i love him

yay

<3Britt

cleaning sucks people are suposse to come here and look at our house and we have to clean poo....i did take more pics tho tehe

my new profile pic

i hit my head on somethin

tehe im kissin u ahh!

Ductapecantfix3s: && oh my word
Ductapecantfix3s: the worst thing happened to me last night..kinda
xXNonStopDiscoXx: really what?
Ductapecantfix3s: nothing too major but i was trying to get a plate to put my burritos on and when i grabbed the plate a banana fell on my head and attacked me. 
Ductapecantfix3s: it was awful
Ductapecantfix3s: and it was an old moldy banana
xXNonStopDiscoXx: hahahahha
Ductapecantfix3s: my sister got a kick out of it and laughed at me for like 5 minutes
Ductapecantfix3s: and we also got some reallly funny pictures of my pets last night
xXNonStopDiscoXx: i m sorry but i wud have peed myself

Ductapecantfix3s: hahaha
xXNonStopDiscoXx: lol
Ductapecantfix3s: i thought it was funny but at the same time i was like heyyy bananas aren't supposed to attack people
xXNonStopDiscoXx: yea i know they are suposse to be a nice food garsh

hahahaha i heart ashley she is silly tehe

i love justin

yupp

a.a.f

<3

yup

so in love

D.G.T. biatches... - Sophie....<3

thats right we are gangsta

<3<3<3<3<3

EDIT:// hmmm justin bryan and mormon and sophie came over it was grand yup and i have to get up in about 3 hours to get ready to get my classes changed hmmm o well<3<3<3

*peace*

hmmm i take bad pics lol...not very photogenic...o well

ill update later

update: justin came over and i fell asleep for two hours cuz he rubbed and scratched my back it was grand...yup...God i love him soooo much and our 10 months isnt till friday but i made this anyways

i love him A A F

 i will always remember the night he said that to me...it was right after we kissed in the rain...*sigh* i miss him already and he just left 2 hours ago...

 good lord i was bored tonight but i love him o so much <3<3<3

&& your a little more than A M A Z i N G

a 3 word statement does not justify the importance
that you have in my life, instead of saying I love you,
I want you to know that no statement in english, or any other language,
could possibly captivate the very essence of
how much I truly treasure your existence.

somtimes ;  what you want isn't always
what you get  / /  but in the end, what you
get is so much  better than what you wanted

because your the kind of guy'
who'd laugh at me when i fall`
help me up && then whisper '
it's okay cause i love you   <3

somewhere between all of
our laughs, long talks,
stupid fights and retarded jokes,
i fell in love

Only you can turn my rain clouds into rainbows

When a guy tells you that you're hot, he's looking at your body.
When a guy tells you that you're pretty, he's looking at your face.
When a guy tells you that you're beautiful, he's looking at your heart.

i won`t give up on this.
& i`ve told you this from the start

what held us together
is far more important than what we might let
t e a r  u s   a p a r t

the only boy who deserves you
is the one who thinks he doesnt --- omg i love that

You're nothing short of my everything.   Every night when I lay down, I thank God for you & ask for nothing more than another day.   Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties. Mom was your hero and dad was the boy you were going to marry. Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were who ran the fastest. War was a card game. Life was simple and care free, but what I remember the most was wanting to grow up. You know when it works, love is pretty amazing. It's not overrated. There's a reason for all those songs When I'm with you, I'm the happiest girl in the world, when I'm not with you, I'm still the happiest girl in the world because I know that you're mine. Love is when you find someone you can really be yourself with, that you can share anything with, like a best friend. It's when you can't even imagine what your life would be like without that other person. When wordsdon't even come close to how your heart really feels, and even though it doesn't make sense to other people, you know that you're meant to be together --- awww And he thinks he's the lucky one. Love is living your own life, but sharing it. Love is forgiveness. It's making a million mistakes and turning them into learning experiences. Love is patience, optimism, and sometimes, it's a kiss when there's nothing left to say. You've got the arms I want around me. The eyes I want to lose myself in and the voice I could listen to forever     I've found the heart that beats with mine.   He's the type of guy that could look you in your eyes when you're knee deep in tissues and your face looks like it's been badly beaten and with all honesty tell you that you're nothing less than beautiful. --- OMG I LOVE THAT Every girl wants to find the one she can be herself in front of, the one she can say anything to, the one she laugh, smile, and cry with...she can lay with and fight with and at the end of the night he's still crazy about her I don't want to lose you, what we have is the only thing that makes sense to me Compliment her; hold her hand; kiss her in the rain. Do whatever it takes to make her happy because you are her world. Even the stars envy the shine of her eyes when she looks at him You have this incredible ability to make me completely crazy about you. It's a need that never changes, a passion that is ageless, it consumes me like it did when it was new. You have led me to a place where every day's the same, and I'm always falling more in love with you

I'm not crazy, I'm not obsessed, I'm not even a hopeless romantic. I'm just a girl who know she can't let the love of her life slip away.