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Name: Becca
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Houston
Birthday: 3/16/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: wow how things change....hockey is my true love, cheerleading is still my life but it's not as fun as it used to be...i've finally figured out who i am/who i want to be and who my 'real' friends are ;)
Expertise: i used to want to get a toxicology/forensic degree...but i've changed my mind.i'm going to be a medical-surgical doctor. yep...ya gotta work to feed the soul :) and this will hopefully fill that void inside me
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 8/9/2005

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

here's another one i wrote today.....5th period....

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I'm hurting inside-

but I really do try-

to not love you-

the way that I do-

why can't you be-

like the other guys-

who break girls hearts-

and ruin their lives-

then I wouldn't love you-

the way that I do-

then I couldn't love you-

for the things that you do-

but you're not like that-

unfortunately for me-

when I'm around you-

why can't you see-

I've fallen hard and I've fallen fast-

into a love that's sure to last-

but we're just friends-

that's all we'll be-

always "just friends"-

unfortunately for me-

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~LOVE~

~Love~

Do I dare?

Cross the line

For something I want

For you to be mine

I wish you knew

How i felt for you

But do I dare say?

What would you do?

Would you love me back?

Or would our friendship crack?

I can't wait forever- for I only have one life

The pain inside- stabs me like a knife

One day I'll tell you

How I feel about you

I wanted someone strong-

I wanted someone true-

I've found what i needed

And I've found it in you

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ok guys so i wrote this....my emotions are running high and i can't bring myself to tell him....any advice anyone....and if you're gonna say 'just tell him'...then thanks...but no thanks....cuz if you have any idea you'd know it doesn't work like that.....he means too much to me for me to lose his friendship


Monday, March 20, 2006

For you,
I would gladly walk a mile,
if that would give me a chance
to see you smile.

I'd call you my friend,
but that's a lie.
You mean more to me,
but I can't explain why.

For you are more precious to me
than all of the world's gold,
but I can't tell you that,
how can I be that bold?

If I spoke what's on my mind,
would you accept me?
Because without you,
I don't know where I'd be.

You seem to be calm,
while I feel absolutely lost.
I would like to be so bold,
but what would its failure cost?

Am I the only one faced with this choice?
Be daring and risk losing you as a friend too?
I can't risk that; I'd rather have that then lose everything.
What should I do?

i need advice guys...anyone...just call me 713-253-0462.....and ill tell you whats up....ok luv u guys


Sunday, March 19, 2006

Can I Love You?

Can I Love You?

I gave my heart to you
I set my standards high
I laid my eyes on you,
I laughed and cried with you,
I told you my hopes and dreams,
My Love and Fears.

My tears I shed all over your shoulder.
In the end,
I came to see that you were
the only guy I could ever trust.
When I see you,
my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness.
When we talk, I can feel the load unload
with soothing words from you.

I have the feeling of love in my heart.
In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. "
In my words, I say "You are just a friend. "
But in the deep end of my heart,
I think of only you

When I tell you my expectations of a guy,
You tell me never to fall short of what I want.
But only one thing stands in the way -
You are a friend.

Can I still love you the way that I do?


Sunday, December 18, 2005

God didn't hear my cries.............

In Loving Memory......

Marvin A. Harman

The most wonderful grandpa in the world.....

Left Earth.......December 18, 2005  3:20AM

Entered Heaven..........3:21AM



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